Actually, I am outside quite often. The "anything outside your room" came from an exchange with diethx (the girl he conned into staying with him) and Androidpk where diethx said he never left her apartment for weeks on end.
So before, I was just upset. Now I'm angry? You aren't good at this. At all.And look- if you want to prove to everyone here that you're more than just an anger machine raging out on a forum he doesn't even belong in...try posting like an adult in here, on-topic, and have an intellectual debate. Get passionate about the issues, not the personal insults.
Seriously, given your posting history on this forum.. the very LAST thing you should EVER post about is emotions.
Last time I checked... you left the forums to go elsewhere out of "obligation" but when that didn't work out, you came crawling back here. Seems like you are interested in my conversations, given you constantly replying to them?Stop and think about this for a second. What does it say about someone- anyone- who finds following those guidelines both impossible and fundamentally uninteresting?
Do you believe anyone believes you add anything intelligent to the conversation? You're kidding yourself. Even most liberals consider you a fucking lunatic and skip over your posts.Do you really think anyone here sits around and says to themselves- "That PB's posts demonstrate that he's both thoughtful and mature. He adds a lot of value to this discussion, and it's clear he's knowledgeable and intellectually curious"?
They don't. They mostly go back and forth between varying levels of pity for you.
You don't bring anything to the conversation that we can't find on moveon.org or another liberal rag site.
Constant rage against Trump because Hillary lost isn't hip or cool.. it's boring. Sorry.
Dear 3 Stooges:
I'm going to bed now.
Don't mistake my lack of responding to you as I'm angry, upset, raging, etc.... I'm literally just going to bed.
I won't be thinking about you.
At all.
Sorry
I'll catch up to you in the morning after I walk my dog.![]()
Jesus.
You know, I think we all have fundamentally understood that you have had some emotional issues that you've been working through on these forums for years. But, tonight is actually the first time I realized- you actually can't help yourself. I don't mean that in an accusing way- I mean that in a very sincere, apologetic, way.
I'm writing to a grown man who is typing in all caps and saying things like, "You still have that persistent diarrhea from HiV?", who has currently picked a fight with no fewer than 4 people in a thread because they said something he didn't agree with, and who is accusing everyone around him of being out of control- while posting 12-15 times an hour.
And he's doing it in a forum for a game he hasn't played in years. A forum with a rep system that he has spent an inordinate amount of time learning to manipulate in order to punish people who make him feel lesser in any way- less intelligent, less knowledgeable, less reasonable, less successful, etc.
And this grown man finds these slights- intentional or not- from complete strangers to be so painful that the punishment lasts for months- even after he thinks someone is gone. It enrages him, and he cannot help himself after that. He has to "even the score", prove to himself that these other people who make him feel lesser are actually the ones who are lesser. That doesn't make you a bad person. It just makes you ill. And that means that pushing back on you is actually the equivalent of judging someone who is autistic for not making eye contact. It's cruel.
And for my part, I'm sorry. I hope that you do get some help at some point, or, at least, that this forum provides you with the outlet you need to keep yourself from pouring this rage and pain into your real relationships. And I will do my best to stop putting you in positions that trigger a compulsive set of behaviors that you can't control.
Because I'm realizing tonight that your behavior isn't unfair towards others- it's an unfair reality you're forced to live with.
And I would encourage others to recognize the same and to treat you with some more compassion.
Last edited by time4fun; 04-08-2018 at 12:23 AM.