Originally Posted by
Liagala
That sounds pretty similar to my one and only experience with any drug stronger than weed. My at-the-time boyfriend and roommate talked me into trying ecstasy. I spent the entire night lying in bed alone, wide awake, but with no desire whatsoever to get up. On the rare occasion that a coherent thought made it through the fog that was my mind, it ran something along the lines of, "How long does this crap last? I want my brain back." It was a party at our apartment. Soon after it kicked in, I realized that if someone got hurt or anything went wrong, I was just way too much of a drooling idiot to do anything about it. Someone could bleed to death at my feet and I'd probably just stare at them with a vague feeling that something's wrong. It scared the shit out of me. I've never tried any hard drug again, and have absolutely no desire to. Even weed stopped being fun. Since then, the only mind-altering substance I've cared for is alcohol. Even when I'm retarded drunk, I at least feel like I can think in a reasonably straight line. Losing all control of my mental faculties was just not cool.
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