Vent here...

[Sean]

Ever have one of those days where you just need to vent or release some tension or anger? I know I have, and i noticed in Edines thread that others have as well. So I'm posting here to open up a forum for people just to vent. Because i've also noticed a trend of people venting on others lately. Post here not necessarily to seek help or replies because as far as i know none of us are lisenced to give that information. But just as a place to get your thoughts out and clear your mind.

[Sean]

I suppose i'll start this thread off cause i know right now I feel like I can't fucking do anything right. No matter what I say or do someone always gets hurt in the end. It's a constant downward spiral. I find myself wanting to just hide from the world to spare it. It just feels like anyone im close to friend or otherwise will just end up falling victim to my touch. Right now I just want to say fuck it and disapear.

[Mint]

Originally posted by Tijay
I suppose i'll start this thread off cause i know right now I feel like I can't fucking do anything right. No matter what I say or do someone always gets hurt in the end. It's a constant downward spiral. I find myself wanting to just hide from the world to spare it. It just feels like anyone im close to friend or otherwise will just end up falling victim to my touch. Right now I just want to say fuck it and disapear.

Holy crap, posted in red...serious stuff. I have had days, even weeks like that but it always gets better. Sounds weak I know but when your in the midst of that kind of stuff it's hard to remember that 'this too shall pass'. It always does. Patience my friend.

[Sean]

oh heh yea i know it will pass i just needed to get it out of my system.

[Mint]

OHHHH, well, if this is just about venting let me get my cannon out. I think I am the ONLY person in the world who has not seen LOTR3 and I was supposed to go see it this weekend with a friend and she cancelled!! Damn her and her sick child.

[Mint]

Serious now: about six months ago one of the janitorial support guys at my workplace went home one night and killed himself. I remember seeing him in the drivers lounge emptying the wastebaskets and cleaning up. Some of the drivers joked around with him and he seemed nice enough. He did not seem sad that I can remember. It makes me wonder about the people around me and what kind of sorrow they might be hiding behind a pleasant expression. How can you ever know? I still wonder about how I might have helped him had I known he was so depressed.

[StrayRogue]

Tijay, this may be a really self-centred opinion, but it has kept me happy and sane for some good years. Put yourself first. I know it sounds shitty, but you lead your life, not someone else, and you only get the one shot at it, so do it how you feel, how you want to do it. If people get hurt...well its usually their problem. If people will accept you, and they will, all the more better. Don't give a fuck, be true to yourself and your way of life, and you'll be alot happier.

[Sean]

thanks for the advice and information

I just want to remind everyone that this thread isn't just about me. I just happened to vent first because i made the thread. It's really just meant as a place for everyone to vent so they don't find themselves taking it out on others in other threads or in life in general.

[Souzy]

Ummm, sorry Sean if I made you feel that way.

I haven't seen LOTR3 yet either and Stray's right.

[Caiylania]

God Tijay I know how you feel. Sometimes I feel like no matter what I do it pisses someone off. Other times I feel like a waste of matter on days that I feel life goes no where.

I have just learned to find the one thing that tells me, this is why you are here. This is what you are doing.

For me it is my daughter, especially after my Mom died I would look at her and go...... You are part of her, you are what will keep me going.

I also have found my art again, and have started drawing which I havent done for awhile. I Lost my heart for it.