OMG I needed to necro this thread.
So when I got sick with diverticulitis a month or so ago, I basically stopped drinking. Upon reflection, I realized I was in this very manic cycle of drinking every night, and then to assuage my guilt from drinking like I was basically an alcoholic (thanks pandemic) I would workout every morning. When I was hospitalized, and couldn't drink (not even water for nearly two days), it was like I was in detox/rehab and it gave me a new perspective on life.
Long story short, I still enjoy drinking, and exercise, I just don't do it every day anymore. I've also realized I have a very obsessive compulsive personality.