I lurk 4chan.
I think Im just losing my mind now after all the shitty things happening in my life. I feel depressed for no reasson and I dont know why. I play Gemstone but again and again I keep letting people down. My mind just feels suicidal now and loosing all my stuff isnt exactly helping.
I always look back on my first thread. I wish people still treated me nicely. I thought this community wad noob friendly but was the opposite. God damn I made a mistake.