Seek psychiatric care.
Well, older people do tend to skew reactionary (what a coincidence that PB does!) -- so yes, they tend to be shitty. Not all of them, though.
Probably because of the long string of prominent, vitriolically anti-gay conservatives who inevitably
get outed as repressed, self-hating basket cases.
"Straight" guys don't typically spend countless hours over the course of a decade sending other men graphic sexual imagery they dreamed up.
You're right! Full points for you. Thanks for spending the time drawing all those bubbles.
And you either pretended to not understand -- or, in a haze induced by your Alzheimer's/hillbilly heroin addiction,
couldn't understand -- that, though you very much wish to characterize your messages as simply insults, the reality is that you spent countless hours of your life sending furious, graphic sexual imagery to other men in fits of impotent rage and deranged obsession.
Your inability to understand that those two things are different surprises no one.
No matter how many times you say it, things like "omg fag" aren't the same thing as the imagery you cooked up, thinking about rectal prolapses, greasy anal discharges, choking oral sex, dicks up assholes, etc. Sorry, Mr. Magoo.