Friday @ Work

[Inspire]

Hope your friday wasn't slow and boring!

TGIF

[DCSL]

I don't believe you really have a job.

[Tgo01]

Going by the thread title and original poster I thought this post was going to be filled with screenshots of Gemstone.

[Parkbandit]

I'm very fortunate in the fact that I don't need to work for a living.

You are very fortunate that you have a very low standard of living then.

Or did you suddenly get a sugar Daddy since you posted this on 9/16/10?


Against my better judgement I'm going to write the following and tell you the truth about my life.

I'll start by saying that I'm a very private person. I grew up a Jehovahs Witness and unless you were part of the church you were considered to be a "worldly" person and a bad person. So growing up I had no friends because I was not allowed to play with anyone outside of the church.

When I became a teenager I found Gemstone and got hooked. It was an escape from a life that I didn't agree with. I was only allowed to play for an hour here or there and spent most of my time being a twat dragging bodies out of TSC to decay and whatnot. But having a place where I could be someone different than who I was forced to be was salvation.

Eventually I got out on my own and came back to GS. I played on and off for a few years, never really making any close friends. I was part of the Trophy Room gang when Debia, Jubuls, the original Tijay, Xak, etc used to hang there.

Anyway, fast forward about 9 years from there and it brings us to last year. I guess I should also tell you that I am a 28 year old bisexual male, I'm not a girl but it's sometimes fun to play around. I have been in a relationship for 4 years now with someone I care about very deeply. Unfortunately that person had a drinking problem and it got out of control. One night he decided to swallow a tube of pills and drink himself to death. I woke up at 4am to find him barely breathing. I called 911 and they rushed him to the hospital where he stayed for awhile. He went into rehab from there and got help for his drinking problem but I wasn't alright. His suicide attempt affected me in ways that I wasn't prepared for. I became severely depressed myself and sunk into gemstone like a tick. It was getting harder and harder for me to get out of bed in the morning and I started missing more and more work. I eventually was let go, which made me sink even further into GS.

Thankfully I was able to make silvers in the game and sell them to the PC community. Had it not been for all of you, I wouldn't have made it over the last year, financially or mentally. That is also part of the reason why Myklians changing was hard on me. I was using gemstone to survive and to pay my bills. It became a full time job. When Myklians were changed I realized my life was about to become much more difficult and I freaked out. I was already in a bad place because of the suicide attempt and I no longer knew how to deal with anything.

So where does that leave me now. Unfortunately I have a drug problem. I smoke marijuana every day. I don't like taking pills to be normal, so I turned to drugs to stabilize my mood and help me feel better. Most of the time I am alright, but every now and then I turn into an ugly monster, which is what you see from time to time on lnet.

So, this is the mess that is my life. Feel free to make fun of me now in typical PC fashion. I'm sorry if I have insulted you personally. Please know that it wasn't personal if I went off on you. I have a lot of problems that I don't know how to deal with or overcome. I have become someone that I don't want to be, so I am sorry if I have affected you negatively because of it.

To be honest.. I wouldn't enjoy living my life by hoping to scam someone out of some money for text based 'currency'...

[Inspire]

You should quit spamming, it angers the Anticor.

[Parkbandit]

You should quit spamming, it angers the Anticor.

Anticor is my bitch... let me worry about that.

[Ayamei]

Are you on welfare or disability? Are we subsudizing your gemstone addiction?

[Cephalopod]

Is there a chance that Inspire is that adult-baby guy (http://www.hulu.com/watch/236129/taboo-adult-baby)? He doesn't have to work for a living, either.

[Tgo01]

Sheesh Inspire how many times have you changed the first post already?


Sorry I couldn't entertain all the hard-working workers out there today.

I'm running low on material and Anticor said you guys are crying too much to use the same old tired threads.

Hope your friday wasn't slow and boring. Toodles.