The real Inspire

[Inspire]

First come, first serve. Silvers only!

DROUGHTMANS PRIZES with 5m MBs!

a slightly curved kelyn falchion with a braided mithril basket hilt (http://forum.gsplayers.com/showthread.php?t=62977)
Exceptionally Crit Weighted falchion

a slender glowbark rune staff banded with azure crystal strips (http://forum.gsplayers.com/showthread.php?t=62894)
Returning runestaff

a steel-spiked white ora morning star with a carved black ash handle (http://forum.gsplayers.com/showthread.php?t=62892)
Permablessed morning star

a thin golden imflass ring inset with a trio of yellow diamonds (http://forum.gsplayers.com/showthread.php?t=62893)
Black Lightning ring

a perfect maoral-handled vultite spikestar (http://forum.gsplayers.com/showthread.php?t=62895)
7x Perfect Permablessed morning star

a golvern tower shield (http://forum.gsplayers.com/showpost.php?p=1292276&postcount=4)
10x golvern


AIM: GS4 Kizun

WANTED: FIXSTATS!



PENDING PICKUP:

a holy sabre etched with glowing holy symbols - [2.5x, Permablessed - 4lbs (min)] - SOLD - 8,ooo,ooo - Mike - Never picked up, will be relisted.


SOLD LIST:

a viciously spiked rolaren mace - [4x, SWCW] - SOLD - 1,ooo,ooo - BigPun
a square black ash humidor with silvery rolaren hinges - [Droughtmans Prize: Endless cigars and matches.] - SOLD - 15,ooo,ooo - Kgolfer
a lustrous heavy glowbark arbalest - [4x Base enchant Heavy Crossbow with Self-Ammo Permablessed & Damage Weighted bolts that range in enchant from (0-+30) (up to 16x (+80) total AS when kneeling) - 6lbs (min)] - SOLD - 50,ooo,ooo - Lorso
a rugged black suede doublet - [Conceals ALL Armor types] - SOLD - 4,ooo,ooo - Middian
a misty white coraesine francisca - [3x, HCW - 6lbs] - Traded
a cobweb-covered jet black spidersilk cloak edged with silver silk trim - [Attunes, Whisper clasp, weighs 5, holds VLA] - SOLD - 3m
Level 57 Male Sylvan Wizard - SOLD - 25m
an ipantor composite bow - SOLD - 2m
an ornate vultite shield, 5x (+25) - SOLD - 500k
a swirling cardinal red orb - It provides a bonus of 14 to Logic. + a rich sunset orange orb - It provides a bonus of 8 to Logic Bonus. (+30) - SOLD - 10m - Edgeleaf
a monir-hafted golvern morning star, 5x (+25) and somewhat crit weighted - SOLD - 3m
a black mithril skullcap, 1x (+5) and heavily crit padded. - SOLD - 1m - Neimanz
a barbed rolaren awl pike, 4x (+20) and heavily crit weighted (Polearm) - SOLD - 5m
http://forum.gsplayers.com/showthread.php?t=61196 - [Droughtmans Prize: Valise, Morphing Neckwear & Attachments] - SOLD - 2m - Queleri
a gold-flecked carved crystal sheath and a crystal-edged vultite dagger - [Droughtmans Prize: chronomage dagger] - SOLD - 61m - Mr. Dallas
a silver-tied supple leather pouch - [Droughtmans Prize: Seed pouch] - SOLD - 30m - Akoe
an ancient T'kirem-crafted razern bisacuta etched with Saramar runes, 2x (+10) and exceptionally crit weighted (Two-handed Weapon) - SOLD - 5m - Sunstar
a long jagged steel scimitar, 6x (+30) - SOLD - 1.5m
an invar-edged razern katana, 2x (+10) and very heavily crit weighted. - SOLD - 1m
a black leather belt, displays 2 weapons - SOLD - 1m
a black ora package - [neck pouch, armlets, cloak clasp, bracelet, boots] - SOLD - 7m - Mr. Dallas
enhancive - [+2 WIS Bonus, +2 AUR Bonus] - SOLD - 4m - Fleurs
enhancive - [+5 Aura, 1 MIU Rank, 1 HP Rank] - SOLD - 3m to Fleurs
a sylvan package - [shroud, gloves, trousers, boots] - SOLD - 1m to Rallorick
a sleek silk pouch suspended from a dark golvern chain - [weighs 2, holds MA, neck worn] - SOLD - 3m to Slamy
a high-collared tunic of tiny overlapping dark golvern scales - [Weighs 7, holds 140, pin worn] - SOLD - Mrjrd222
a golvern-mesh sack - [Weighs 6, holds 140, belt worn] - SOLD - 15m - Droit
Solhaven Shop - 8m - Silvanostar
a keratin-edged skinning knife - [Self-Knowledge 604] - SOLD - 100m - Rogane
a dark grey sephwir long bow - [6x Sephwir] - SOLD - 30m - Droit
a thin wyrwood composite bow - [6x, Exceptionally Crit Sighted] - SOLD - 32.5m
tonis boots - SOLD - 200m to Durg
a bronzed rolaren shield with an emerald serpent twined amongst long deadly spikes - [10x] - SOLD - 30m


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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy
You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?
Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
and here's an autograph for your brother,
I wrote it on the Starter cap
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you
Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you
But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too?
I say that shit just clowning dog,
c'mon - how fucked up is you?
You got some issues Stan, I think you need some counseling
to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
And what's this shit about us meant to be together?
That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other
I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
or maybe you just need to treat her better
I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time
before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine
if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan
why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan
I just don't want you to do some crazy shit
I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid
and in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to
Come to think about, his name was.. it was you
Damn!


http://www.demotivationalposters.org/image/demotivational-poster/0906/godzilla-facepalm-godzilla-facepalm-face-palm-epic-fail-demotivational-poster-1245384435.jpg

http://thomasmundahl.com/WebSite/youarefullofit.com/images2/tommypsychic.gif

[Ryvicke]

It's all good.

[Liagala]

Against my better judgement I'm going to write the following and tell you the truth about my life.

I'll start by saying that I'm a very private person. I grew up a Jehovahs Witness and unless you were part of the church you were considered to be a "worldly" person and a bad person. So growing up I had no friends because I was not allowed to play with anyone outside of the church.

When I became a teenager I found Gemstone and got hooked. It was an escape from a life that I didn't agree with. I was only allowed to play for an hour here or there and spent most of my time being a twat dragging bodies out of TSC to decay and whatnot. But having a place where I could be someone different than who I was forced to be was salvation.

Eventually I got out on my own and came back to GS. I played on and off for a few years, never really making any close friends. I was part of the Trophy Room gang when Debia, Jubuls, the original Tijay, Xak, etc used to hang there.

Anyway, fast forward about 9 years from there and it brings us to last year. I guess I should also tell you that I am a 28 year old bisexual male, I'm not a girl but it's sometimes fun to play around. I have been in a relationship for 4 years now with someone I care about very deeply. Unfortunately that person had a drinking problem and it got out of control. One night he decided to swallow a tube of pills and drink himself to death. I woke up at 4am to find him barely breathing. I called 911 and they rushed him to the hospital where he stayed for awhile. He went into rehab from there and got help for his drinking problem but I wasn't alright. His suicide attempt affected me in ways that I wasn't prepared for. I became severely depressed myself and sunk into gemstone like a tick. It was getting harder and harder for me to get out of bed in the morning and I started missing more and more work. I eventually was let go, which made me sink even further into GS.

Thankfully I was able to make silvers in the game and sell them to the PC community. Had it not been for all of you, I wouldn't have made it over the last year, financially or mentally. That is also part of the reason why Myklians changing was hard on me. I was using gemstone to survive and to pay my bills. It became a full time job. When Myklians were changed I realized my life was about to become much more difficult and I freaked out. I was already in a bad place because of the suicide attempt and I no longer knew how to deal with anything.

So where does that leave me now. Unfortunately I have a drug problem. I smoke marijuana every day. I don't like taking pills to be normal, so I turned to drugs to stabilize my mood and help me feel better. Most of the time I am alright, but every now and then I turn into an ugly monster, which is what you see from time to time on lnet.

So, this is the mess that is my life. Feel free to make fun of me now in typical PC fashion. I'm sorry if I have insulted you personally. Please know that it wasn't personal if I went off on you. I have a lot of problems that I don't know how to deal with or overcome. I have become someone that I don't want to be, so I am sorry if I have affected you negatively because of it.

Quoted just in case. These kinds of posts have a habit of disappearing and making me sad.

Edit: Okay, now that I read the thing. I'm not particularly inclined to believe that you're genuinely repentant about being a fucktard. I hope you are, but this really seems like your mood swings went into sadness instead of anger, and you'll be right back to normal again tomorrow (either that or you're completely full of it, and just fishing for sympathy because you're bored). I'll give you the benefit of the doubt however, and stop telling you off whenever the situation presents itself. If this is legit and you really are trying to sort yourself out, step 1 = get a job. Even if it's flipping burgers, get a job. You'll feel 100x better about yourself when your income is not dependent on a text-based roleplaying game that should have gone out of business fifteen years ago. Feeling better about yourself will help the rest of it start to fall into place too. Also, you are not your parents. They might be content with the isolationist religion thing. You obviously are not. Go out and do stuff with the millions you'll soon be making at McDonalds.

[Sam]

You should use a vaporizer so you don't do so much damage to your lungs.

[Delias]

I... am I caring about this?

I once touched my peener in a church... mostly for the joy of sacrilege, honestly.

I appreciate that you have problems and that you are trying to show the world an honest face... but this isn't the world. If you looked hard enough I'm sure you could find at least 10 or 20 real people who give a shit, and if you can't, there are always places you can go to talk to someone.

Also, in the spirit of honesty, I feel compelled to tell you that gemstone is probably the worst form of therapy you can find.

[GSFHenry]

Can't say that fixes shit, or makes all the bullshit you've done go away....but props for putting yourself out there like that.

[Deathravin]

Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy
You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?
Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
and here's an autograph for your brother,
I wrote it on the Starter cap
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you
Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you
But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too?
I say that shit just clowning dog,
c'mon - how fucked up is you?
You got some issues Stan, I think you need some counseling
to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
And what's this shit about us meant to be together?
That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other
I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
or maybe you just need to treat her better
I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time
before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine
if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan
why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan
I just don't want you to do some crazy shit
I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid
and in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to
Come to think about, his name was.. it was you
Damn!


I don't like taking pills to be normal, so I turned to drugs to stabilize my mood and help me feel better.
This logic is GOLD.

edit* I'm wrong, this needs to be /img-ed here...
http://img242.imageshack.us/img242/6827/howtonotfailatlifepn3he9.png
Replace all '4-chan' references to 'internet' or 'gemstone' or 'pc'

And the 'gift buying' portion has been disputed pretty heavily by the females here, so think of something else.

[peam]

lol pussy.

[Deathravin]

so get a fucking job.

[Delias]

This logic is GOLD.

edit* I'm wrong, this needs to be /img-ed here...
http://img242.imageshack.us/img242/6827/howtonotfailatlifepn3he9.png
Replace all '4-chan' references to 'internet' or 'gemstone' or 'pc'

And the 'gift buying' portion has been disputed pretty heavily by the females here, so think of something else.

Dude.... This is made of pure fucking AWESOME.

[Mighty Nikkisaurus]

That diagram is retarded. Like, a lot retarded. Instead of that long, rambling thing all that's worth really hearing/knowing is: stop qq'ing, take some fucking responsibility for your life, and that starts with getting a job.

ETA: And Raven, I'm pretty sure the first person to call out the "gift buying" shit as retarded was a dude. I think most people who've been in a relationship not built on impressing their partner with material things will vouch for the stupidity of the 'buy them stuff!' method.

[Michaelous]

Minus the fagget shit you sound like me bout 6 years ago, except i fixed most of it. You can ethier sit there and dwell on it for the rest of your life , or you can be like me and get up and do something about it.

we all got problems man, posting them on the pc dont make them any better.

[Stabbyrogue]

Also, stop knocking on my door. I really will let the dog out next time.

[Liagala]

Minus the fagget shit you sound like me bout 6 years ago, except i fixed most of it. You can ethier sit there and dwell on it for the rest of your life , or you can be like me and get up and do something about it.

we all got problems man, posting them on the pc dont make them any better.

For the record, if fixing most of your problems makes you like Michaelous, I'd prefer that you stay the way you are. Just sayin'.

[Deathravin]

ETA: And Raven, I'm pretty sure the first person to call out the "gift buying" shit as retarded was a dude. I think most people who've been in a relationship not built on impressing their partner with material things will vouch for the stupidity of the 'buy them stuff!' method.

1) ETA?
2) I didn't commit the thread to memory, I just remember one Nikkisaurus calling decisive bullshit on the 'buy me' parts.
3) I don't really care about what guys thinks wins over girls. It's as wrong as what my wife tries to tell me what her <insert retarded chick magazine here> says guys want.
4) You're wrong, aside from an occasional mis-step it's pure win and just what the OP needs to do, which only adds to its purity of win.

[Izzy]

1) ETA?
2) I didn't commit the thread to memory, I just remember one Nikkisaurus calling decisive bullshit on the 'buy me' parts.
3) I don't really care about what guys thinks wins over girls. It's as wrong as what my wife tries to tell me what her <insert retarded chick magazine here> says guys want.
4) You're wrong, aside from an occasional mis-step it's pure win and just what the OP needs to do, which only adds to its purity of win.

1)1)Edited To Add

[Deathravin]

multi-defined TLA's are mean.

[Warriorbird]

Into your 30s you have a certain number of redos.

Use the crappy job to get some therapy. Get into college. Get a bunch of loans. Complete that redo.

[Devessi]

Does it make me a horrible person that I just don't believe 90 percent of what he wrote?

[Kitsun]

Does it make me a horrible person that I just don't believe 90 percent of what he wrote?

Nope!

I distinctly remember saying he must be playing GS as his RL financial support and he told me I didn't know anything about his life. Collectively, I think we knew he was a loser, crybaby and liar.

[Parkbandit]

Does it make me a horrible person that I just don't believe 90 percent of what he wrote?

Let me guess.. you believed the bisexual part.. and the he got fired part?

Ditto.

[AnticorRifling]

For the record, if fixing most of your problems makes you like Michaelous, I'd prefer that you stay the way you are. Just sayin'.

Yeah that's pretty accurate.

[Delias]

"Huh? I am *not* a bum. I'm a jerk. I once had wealth, power, and the love of a beautiful woman. Now I only have two things: my friends, and... uh... my thermos. Huh? My story? Okay. It was never easy for me. I was born a poor black child. I remember the days, sittin' on the porch with my family, singin' and dancin' down in Mississippi... "

[AnticorRifling]

If X was still posting here he would say "The douche who enters the douche's game is the doucher".

Take that for what you will.

[Warriorbird]

"Huh? I am *not* a bum. I'm a jerk. I once had wealth, power, and the love of a beautiful woman. Now I only have two things: my friends, and... uh... my thermos. Huh? My story? Okay. It was never easy for me. I was born a poor black child. I remember the days, sittin' on the porch with my family, singin' and dancin' down in Mississippi... "

JERK love.

[Archigeek]

"Huh? I am *not* a bum. I'm a jerk. I once had wealth, power, and the love of a beautiful woman. Now I only have two things: my friends, and... uh... my thermos. Huh? My story? Okay. It was never easy for me. I was born a poor black child. I remember the days, sittin' on the porch with my family, singin' and dancin' down in Mississippi... "

"Pick a bail of cotton!"

[diethx]

I was part of the Trophy Room gang when Debia, Jubuls, the original Tijay, Xak, etc used to hang there.

Who did you play back then?

[Warriorbird]

I am curious.

[diethx]

Yeah cause I used to hang out with Jubs and TJ in the trophy room.

[Paradii]

Yeah cause I used to hang out with Jubs and TJ in the trophy room.

Diethx = Inspire









That was mean of me.

[iJin]

You're going to hear about this in the morning!

[Mighty Nikkisaurus]

3) I don't really care about what guys thinks wins over girls. It's as wrong as what my wife tries to tell me what her <insert retarded chick magazine here> says guys want.
4) You're wrong, aside from an occasional mis-step it's pure win and just what the OP needs to do, which only adds to its purity of win.

You and your wife sound like a perfect fit if you think that image is 'win' and she reads retarded magazines with guy advice in them.

Mostly though, I'm annoyed at whoever decided to upload it to imageshack, as I'd prefer to be able to block the retardation and not have to spend the time scrolling past it.


"Huh? I am *not* a bum. I'm a jerk. I once had wealth, power, and the love of a beautiful woman. Now I only have two things: my friends, and... uh... my thermos. Huh? My story? Okay. It was never easy for me. I was born a poor black child. I remember the days, sittin' on the porch with my family, singin' and dancin' down in Mississippi... "

:rofl:

[Sean]

Eventually I got out on my own and came back to GS. I played on and off for a few years, never really making any close friends. I was part of the Trophy Room gang when Debia, Jubuls, the original Tijay, Xak, etc used to hang there.

Wait.. what? Who did you play?

[pabstblueribbon]

HUGS FOR DRUGS.

I GIVE YOU HUGS, YOU GIVE ME DRUGS.

YOU NEED THIS.

[RichardCranium]

Serious question. Who wants a mustache ride?

[audioserf]

lmbo holey moley get a grip man

sell your GS shit (if anyone will deal with you now) use the money to seek immediate help

[Methais]

So growing up I had no friends because I spent most of my time being a twat dragging bodies out of TSC to decay and whatnot.

Fixed.


Unfortunately I have a drug problem. I smoke marijuana every day.

http://www.flixya.com/thumb/ziadchatila59535.jpg
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tCIGp1uJmBE

[diethx]

Diethx = Inspire









That was mean of me.

lol, shut it hippie!


Serious question. Who wants a mustache ride?

Hi there.

[Warriorbird]

Wait.. what? Who did you play?

He seems unwilling to respond.

[Deathravin]

Fixed.



http://www.flixya.com/thumb/ziadchatila59535.jpg
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tCIGp1uJmBE

Fixed
http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=3914279

[Bhaalizmo]

You should use a vaporizer so you don't do so much damage to your lungs.

I've gone cooking crazy this year. A lil pot butter or thc laden olive oil in the cooking goes a long way.

[Deathravin]

Buddy of mine told me about this friend of his...

The friend grew his own, and came down with about half a pound of his genetically modified best. He put it in a large pot, put in couple quarts of milk and a few split vanilla beans, and brought to a low simmer. And he left it there for a couple hours.

He then strained that well, added more cream, milk and sugar, and put it into a ice cream maker.

1 scoop and my buddy said he was completely destroyed for 24 hours.

[IorakeWarhammer]

damn with a half pound he better have been!!! lol..

[alski415]

Yeah really, who did you play back then? I was Xak when the trophy was populated.. WTF?

[Kainen]

Man.. back in the day I played Drakkonna and hung out in the trophy room with 7 or 8 other ppl heh.

[Drunken Durfin]

"I was using gemstone to survive and to pay my bills."

Get a fucking J O B.

I seriously have no sympathy for anyone that refuses to get off their ass and work. If you are playing on-line games in an attempt to eek out a living you might as well just kill yourself.

[alski415]

That my friend, is a win.

[Donquix]

emo rant

http://i55.tinypic.com/21sco9.jpg

[Celephais]

I have a lot of problems that I don't know how to deal with or overcome. I have become someone that I don't want to be, so I am sorry if I have affected you negatively because of it.

You're just another shithead with problems, join the club, I'll save my caring for the people who aren't shitheads who have problems.

Most successful people address their problems and realize it's their life and their actions that are required to fix them. Pick one thing. Look at what sucks in your life, pick one thing, fix it. That's it. Just keep doing that until you're happy.

[Celephais]

That diagram is retarded. Like, a lot retarded. Instead of that long, rambling thing all that's worth really hearing/knowing is: stop qq'ing, take some fucking responsibility for your life, and that starts with getting a job.

ETA: And Raven, I'm pretty sure the first person to call out the "gift buying" shit as retarded was a dude. I think most people who've been in a relationship not built on impressing their partner with material things will vouch for the stupidity of the 'buy them stuff!' method.

Yeah we discussed this in another thread ... I think that dude was me. This may work for some people, like the type of people that diagram is targeted at, as that's about the best they'll do if they need that type of advice in the first place.

Surefire way to be whipped in a relationship (IE end up like Anticor), follow that diagram.

[Methais]

I have a lot of problems that I don't know how to deal with or overcome. I have become someone that I don't want to be, so I am sorry if I have affected you negatively because of it.

3:06 - 3:13
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yYexfzWjRDI

[Celephais]

3:06 - 3:13
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yYexfzWjRDI

L2YouTube

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yYexfzWjRDI&t=03m06s

[Methais]

L2YouTube

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yYexfzWjRDI&t=03m06s

BUT IT DIDN'T STOP AT 3:13333333333333333333333333333333333!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111111111111111111111111

[Asha]

We're all dicks and fuck ups so don't sweat it.

[diethx]

We're all dicks and fuck ups so don't sweat it.

Whaaaaaat, nuh uh.

[Asha]

Where the CHRIST did you come from!? Awesome!

[diethx]

Hi sweetpea.

[Asha]

Hi! Looonnnng time!

[Delias]

We're all dicks and fuck ups so don't sweat it.

You quite obviously haven't realized precisely how fucking awesome I am. I know it's hard because the level of awesome probably makes the needle and clicks on your awesomeness-gieger counter go all wonky, but trust me, I am very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very fucking awesome. Very.

[Asha]

Dude.. I can't even begin to fathom how ace you is bitches but I thought I might sum it up real quick in one short, yet loving song for you.
Click --> :) (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H6uQoOWho-Q)

[StrayRogue]

So you didn't follow through and end it? Wow you really are pathetic aren't you...

Pointless thread is pointless.

[Durgrimst]

.

[Liagala]

Inspire = Facebook link

Was this necessary?

[Rinualdo]

Likes and Interests




MoviesThe Twilight Saga (http://www.facebook.com/twilight)

[calidus]

I haven't read this entire thread yet, but I see a lot of people sayind "get a fucking job, pussy."

I agree that [one of the first steps] he needs to take is to get a job, but that's easier said than done for someone suffering from severe depression and anxiety.

You can call him a pussy and tell him to get a job, and he can try his hardest to muster the motivation to do so, but if he is legitimately depressed than it may not matter. He will just stay in bed and smoke pot and muck around in GS, all the while feeling sorry for himself. Being depressed doesn't make him emo or lazy, it's a serious and debilitating problem.

To start, he may want to try to get up and get out of the house more often, which could start to break him out of the trench he's dug himself into. Hopefully he has some friends or family he can call, or even an acquaintance, and can go out and just let loose and get some of that weight off his shoulders.

If the depression and anxiety are too much to cope with, then he needs to consider getting some help.

Also, talking about it can help. It's unfortunate that some of you are calling him a pussy and saying that posting this on an internet forum is a waste of time. Saying shit out loud (or writing it down) can be very therapeutic for people. The GS/PC community may be his primary source of human interaction over the past months/year. Confessing all this shit to the group of people he spends the most time interacting with took a lot of guts, and will hopefully be something he can build on.

Yeah, it's the internet, and he could also be trolling us. Is the internet the place to get help? No... But if he is legitimately suffering from severe depressed and anxiety, then we may be one of the only outlets he has, and hopefully an avenue to improvement.

Inspire/Madam/Harry/Cunt/etc:

Get the fuck out of the house, get some sun, call a friend or family member, and start trying to think more positively. Spend less time in bed and on the computer. Feel free to PM me if you want to talk.

Cunt.

;)

[Mighty Nikkisaurus]

The PC isn't a fucking support group.

[calidus]

The PC isn't a fucking support group.

Sure isn't, but again:


Saying shit out loud (or writing it down) can be very therapeutic for people. The GS/PC community may be his primary source of human interaction over the past months/year. Confessing all this shit to the group of people he spends the most time interacting with took a lot of guts, and will hopefully be something he can build on.

...

Is the internet the place to get help? No... But if he is legitimately suffering from severe depressed and anxiety, then we may be one of the only outlets he has, and hopefully an avenue to improvement.

I don't see anything wrong with giving a shit and trying to help someone who is suffering, even if it's in an intrawebnet forum about a online text adventure roleplaying game.

Like it or not, our opinions of him may matter more to him right now than some, "Hi, I am 28 years old and am sad" post on a random support forum.

[calidus]

You're just another shithead with problems, join the club, I'll save my caring for the people who aren't shitheads who have problems.

Most successful people address their problems and realize it's their life and their actions that are required to fix them. Pick one thing. Look at what sucks in your life, pick one thing, fix it. That's it. Just keep doing that until you're happy.

Good post. If he is suffering from clinical depression than it may be irrelevant, but great advice anyway.

[Kainen]

Nothing wrong with being supportive. And in a sense PC IS therapy for me.. makes me laugh a lot. They say laughter is the best medicine. In fact I think it shows a little balls to actually be supportive here. Considering how vicious people can be. :lol:

[Mighty Nikkisaurus]

Hey, you're welcome to give support, I'm just saying that it makes no sense to shame anyone here for flaming him/not giving support.

There are a TON of resources and places online you can go to to get support for various medical issues, including mental health problems. Web MD has some awesome anxiety/depression online support forums, for instance. The PC is well known for its viciousness and not exactly a good place to openly turn to unless you're looking for a good flaming.

[Kainen]

The PC is well known for its viciousness and not exactly a good place to openly turn to unless you're looking for a good flaming.

Agreed!

[Durgrimst]

I do not believe a word of this garbage anyway. The whole thing came from me taking all of Inspire's shattered gear, and he/she/it never asked for money for the items to begin with. He posted in multiple threads saying that if money was exchanged that he wanted the cash to go directly to Paul and Inspire would only receive the ranger ebow. Then all of a sudden he posts a couple threads trying to get sympathy after he lost his gear.

IMO he just wanted people to hop on his BS banwagon in an attempt for me to return his stuff.

[Seran]

Don't return it, ever.

[Kainen]

Don't return it, ever.

I don't think you have to worry about that.

[WRoss]

Bump since Kizun is back playing GS.

[Fortybox]

Bump since Kizun is back playing GS.

http://www.omnicrola.com/linked_images/thread-resurrection.jpg

[waywardgs]

Welcome back, Inspire!

[Kuyuk]

I like how he deleted his post, but it's quoted by a pro two posts later ;-D

POST IMMORTALITY!

[WRoss]

I thought he was banned?

[Paradii]

I am not sure if I mentioned it in this thread, but that flow chart from page one is fucking retarded.

[IorakeWarhammer]

agree.

classic thread

[Suppa Hobbit Mage]

Wow, how did I miss this meltdown?

Here's my TL:DNR translation.

Have penis. Wish had vagina. Or both. Not sure. Breakup 4 years fuckbuddy. Do drugs. GS for $ to buy drugs (yet I broke). *$&&$#@ myklians. Won't help self. Won't get help. Like me plz. Don't h8.

[pabstblueribbon]

Wow, how did I miss this meltdown?

Here's my TL:DNR translation.

Have penis. Wish had vagina. Or both. Not sure. Breakup 4 years fuckbuddy. Do drugs. GS for $ to buy drugs (yet I broke). *$&&$#@ myklians. Won't help self. Won't get help. Like me plz. Don't h8.

If you can afford it, I say go with both. Depending on how often he/she is told to go fuck themselves, it could really pay off.

Basically its like when you buy season tickets at an amusement park.

[IorakeWarhammer]

You'll feel 100x better about yourself when your income is not dependent on a text-based roleplaying game that should have gone out of business fifteen years ago.

i wish i could give positive rep.

i lol'd.

[Asha]

lol I gave the rep for you because that's definitely a brilliant remark

[Gelston]

LOL INSPIRE

[waywardgs]

I was wondering when someone would bump this thread. Nice work, Gelston.

[diethx]

lol I forgot about this thread. Comedy gold.

[waywardgs]

Originally Posted by Inspire
Against my better judgement I'm going to write the following and tell you the truth about my life.

I'll start by saying that I'm a very private person. I grew up a Jehovahs Witness and unless you were part of the church you were considered to be a "worldly" person and a bad person. So growing up I had no friends because I was not allowed to play with anyone outside of the church.

When I became a teenager I found Gemstone and got hooked. It was an escape from a life that I didn't agree with. I was only allowed to play for an hour here or there and spent most of my time being a twat dragging bodies out of TSC to decay and whatnot. But having a place where I could be someone different than who I was forced to be was salvation.

Eventually I got out on my own and came back to GS. I played on and off for a few years, never really making any close friends. I was part of the Trophy Room gang when Debia, Jubuls, the original Tijay, Xak, etc used to hang there.

Anyway, fast forward about 9 years from there and it brings us to last year. I guess I should also tell you that I am a 28 year old bisexual male, I'm not a girl but it's sometimes fun to play around. I have been in a relationship for 4 years now with someone I care about very deeply. Unfortunately that person had a drinking problem and it got out of control. One night he decided to swallow a tube of pills and drink himself to death. I woke up at 4am to find him barely breathing. I called 911 and they rushed him to the hospital where he stayed for awhile. He went into rehab from there and got help for his drinking problem but I wasn't alright. His suicide attempt affected me in ways that I wasn't prepared for. I became severely depressed myself and sunk into gemstone like a tick. It was getting harder and harder for me to get out of bed in the morning and I started missing more and more work. I eventually was let go, which made me sink even further into GS.

Thankfully I was able to make silvers in the game and sell them to the PC community. Had it not been for all of you, I wouldn't have made it over the last year, financially or mentally. That is also part of the reason why Myklians changing was hard on me. I was using gemstone to survive and to pay my bills. It became a full time job. When Myklians were changed I realized my life was about to become much more difficult and I freaked out. I was already in a bad place because of the suicide attempt and I no longer knew how to deal with anything.

So where does that leave me now. Unfortunately I have a drug problem. I smoke marijuana every day. I don't like taking pills to be normal, so I turned to drugs to stabilize my mood and help me feel better. Most of the time I am alright, but every now and then I turn into an ugly monster, which is what you see from time to time on lnet.

So, this is the mess that is my life. Feel free to make fun of me now in typical PC fashion. I'm sorry if I have insulted you personally. Please know that it wasn't personal if I went off on you. I have a lot of problems that I don't know how to deal with or overcome. I have become someone that I don't want to be, so I am sorry if I have affected you negatively because of it.

[Cephalopod]

Does this mean Inspire can be banned for spamming now?

[waywardgs]

GS4 Kizun: (12:29:09 PM) James Potter wants to be your friend on Facebook. Join now: http://www.facebook.com/p.php?i=100001159452291&k=Z6E3Y6V53Z2E4KEJPJZTPSSU2T11ZUXNUU1PIBVGVS2A12W&r

[waywardgs]

Does this mean Inspire can be banned for spamming now?

He's spamming aim now too. He needs some meds. Like now.

[Kuyuk]

This guy has gone off the fucking rocker.

[Kuyuk]

did he delete his post, and then repost after mine?

Srsly?

[Gelston]

Yeah, he did.

[Inspire]

http://images.cheezburger.com/completestore/2010/12/27/4f4f316f-d92a-4e88-b1d6-d7df309976c4.jpg


First come, first serve. Silvers only!

DROUGHTMANS PRIZES with 5m MBs!

a slightly curved kelyn falchion with a braided mithril basket hilt (http://forum.gsplayers.com/showthread.php?t=62939)
Exceptionally Crit Weighted falchion

a slender glowbark rune staff banded with azure crystal strips (http://forum.gsplayers.com/showthread.php?t=62894)
Returning runestaff

a steel-spiked white ora morning star with a carved black ash handle (http://forum.gsplayers.com/showthread.php?t=62892)
Permablessed morning star

a thin golden imflass ring inset with a trio of yellow diamonds (http://forum.gsplayers.com/showthread.php?t=62893)
Black Lightning ring

a perfect maoral-handled vultite spikestar (http://forum.gsplayers.com/showthread.php?t=62895)
7x Perfect Permablessed morning star

a golvern tower shield (http://forum.gsplayers.com/showpost.php?p=1292276&postcount=4)
10x golvern


AIM: GS4 Kizun

WANTED: FIXSTATS!



PENDING PICKUP:

a holy sabre etched with glowing holy symbols - [2.5x, Permablessed - 4lbs (min)] - SOLD - 8,ooo,ooo - Mike - Never picked up, will be relisted.


SOLD LIST:

a viciously spiked rolaren mace - [4x, SWCW] - SOLD - 1,ooo,ooo - BigPun
a square black ash humidor with silvery rolaren hinges - [Droughtmans Prize: Endless cigars and matches.] - SOLD - 15,ooo,ooo - Kgolfer
a lustrous heavy glowbark arbalest - [4x Base enchant Heavy Crossbow with Self-Ammo Permablessed & Damage Weighted bolts that range in enchant from (0-+30) (up to 16x (+80) total AS when kneeling) - 6lbs (min)] - SOLD - 50,ooo,ooo - Lorso
a rugged black suede doublet - [Conceals ALL Armor types] - SOLD - 4,ooo,ooo - Middian
a misty white coraesine francisca - [3x, HCW - 6lbs] - Traded
a cobweb-covered jet black spidersilk cloak edged with silver silk trim - [Attunes, Whisper clasp, weighs 5, holds VLA] - SOLD - 3m
Level 57 Male Sylvan Wizard - SOLD - 25m
an ipantor composite bow - SOLD - 2m
an ornate vultite shield, 5x (+25) - SOLD - 500k
a swirling cardinal red orb - It provides a bonus of 14 to Logic. + a rich sunset orange orb - It provides a bonus of 8 to Logic Bonus. (+30) - SOLD - 10m - Edgeleaf
a monir-hafted golvern morning star, 5x (+25) and somewhat crit weighted - SOLD - 3m
a black mithril skullcap, 1x (+5) and heavily crit padded. - SOLD - 1m - Neimanz
a barbed rolaren awl pike, 4x (+20) and heavily crit weighted (Polearm) - SOLD - 5m
http://forum.gsplayers.com/showthread.php?t=61196 - [Droughtmans Prize: Valise, Morphing Neckwear & Attachments] - SOLD - 2m - Queleri
a gold-flecked carved crystal sheath and a crystal-edged vultite dagger - [Droughtmans Prize: chronomage dagger] - SOLD - 61m - Mr. Dallas
a silver-tied supple leather pouch - [Droughtmans Prize: Seed pouch] - SOLD - 30m - Akoe
an ancient T'kirem-crafted razern bisacuta etched with Saramar runes, 2x (+10) and exceptionally crit weighted (Two-handed Weapon) - SOLD - 5m - Sunstar
a long jagged steel scimitar, 6x (+30) - SOLD - 1.5m
an invar-edged razern katana, 2x (+10) and very heavily crit weighted. - SOLD - 1m
a black leather belt, displays 2 weapons - SOLD - 1m
a black ora package - [neck pouch, armlets, cloak clasp, bracelet, boots] - SOLD - 7m - Mr. Dallas
enhancive - [+2 WIS Bonus, +2 AUR Bonus] - SOLD - 4m - Fleurs
enhancive - [+5 Aura, 1 MIU Rank, 1 HP Rank] - SOLD - 3m to Fleurs
a sylvan package - [shroud, gloves, trousers, boots] - SOLD - 1m to Rallorick
a sleek silk pouch suspended from a dark golvern chain - [weighs 2, holds MA, neck worn] - SOLD - 3m to Slamy
a high-collared tunic of tiny overlapping dark golvern scales - [Weighs 7, holds 140, pin worn] - SOLD - Mrjrd222
a golvern-mesh sack - [Weighs 6, holds 140, belt worn] - SOLD - 15m - Droit
Solhaven Shop - 8m - Silvanostar
a keratin-edged skinning knife - [Self-Knowledge 604] - SOLD - 100m - Rogane
a dark grey sephwir long bow - [6x Sephwir] - SOLD - 30m - Droit
a thin wyrwood composite bow - [6x, Exceptionally Crit Sighted] - SOLD - 32.5m
tonis boots - SOLD - 200m to Durg
a bronzed rolaren shield with an emerald serpent twined amongst long deadly spikes - [10x] - SOLD - 30m

http://www.friendsofjehovahswitnesses.com/wp-content/uploads/armageddon.jpg[/QUOTE]



Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy
You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?
Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
and here's an autograph for your brother,
I wrote it on the Starter cap
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you
Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you
But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too?
I say that shit just clowning dog,
c'mon - how fucked up is you?
You got some issues Stan, I think you need some counseling
to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
And what's this shit about us meant to be together?
That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other
I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
or maybe you just need to treat her better
I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time
before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine
if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan
why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan
I just don't want you to do some crazy shit
I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid
and in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to
Come to think about, his name was.. it was you
Damn!


http://www.demotivationalposters.org/image/demotivational-poster/0906/godzilla-facepalm-godzilla-facepalm-face-palm-epic-fail-demotivational-poster-1245384435.jpg

[Gelston]

http://images.cheezburger.com/completestore/2010/12/27/4f4f316f-d92a-4e88-b1d6-d7df309976c4.jpg


First come, first serve. Silvers only!

DROUGHTMANS PRIZES with 5m MBs!

a slightly curved kelyn falchion with a braided mithril basket hilt (http://forum.gsplayers.com/showthread.php?t=62939)
Exceptionally Crit Weighted falchion

a slender glowbark rune staff banded with azure crystal strips (http://forum.gsplayers.com/showthread.php?t=62894)
Returning runestaff

a steel-spiked white ora morning star with a carved black ash handle (http://forum.gsplayers.com/showthread.php?t=62892)
Permablessed morning star

a thin golden imflass ring inset with a trio of yellow diamonds (http://forum.gsplayers.com/showthread.php?t=62893)
Black Lightning ring

a perfect maoral-handled vultite spikestar (http://forum.gsplayers.com/showthread.php?t=62895)
7x Perfect Permablessed morning star

a golvern tower shield (http://forum.gsplayers.com/showpost.php?p=1292276&postcount=4)
10x golvern


AIM: GS4 Kizun

WANTED: FIXSTATS!



PENDING PICKUP:

a holy sabre etched with glowing holy symbols - [2.5x, Permablessed - 4lbs (min)] - SOLD - 8,ooo,ooo - Mike - Never picked up, will be relisted.


SOLD LIST:

a viciously spiked rolaren mace - [4x, SWCW] - SOLD - 1,ooo,ooo - BigPun
a square black ash humidor with silvery rolaren hinges - [Droughtmans Prize: Endless cigars and matches.] - SOLD - 15,ooo,ooo - Kgolfer
a lustrous heavy glowbark arbalest - [4x Base enchant Heavy Crossbow with Self-Ammo Permablessed & Damage Weighted bolts that range in enchant from (0-+30) (up to 16x (+80) total AS when kneeling) - 6lbs (min)] - SOLD - 50,ooo,ooo - Lorso
a rugged black suede doublet - [Conceals ALL Armor types] - SOLD - 4,ooo,ooo - Middian
a misty white coraesine francisca - [3x, HCW - 6lbs] - Traded
a cobweb-covered jet black spidersilk cloak edged with silver silk trim - [Attunes, Whisper clasp, weighs 5, holds VLA] - SOLD - 3m
Level 57 Male Sylvan Wizard - SOLD - 25m
an ipantor composite bow - SOLD - 2m
an ornate vultite shield, 5x (+25) - SOLD - 500k
a swirling cardinal red orb - It provides a bonus of 14 to Logic. + a rich sunset orange orb - It provides a bonus of 8 to Logic Bonus. (+30) - SOLD - 10m - Edgeleaf
a monir-hafted golvern morning star, 5x (+25) and somewhat crit weighted - SOLD - 3m
a black mithril skullcap, 1x (+5) and heavily crit padded. - SOLD - 1m - Neimanz
a barbed rolaren awl pike, 4x (+20) and heavily crit weighted (Polearm) - SOLD - 5m
http://forum.gsplayers.com/showthread.php?t=61196 - [Droughtmans Prize: Valise, Morphing Neckwear & Attachments] - SOLD - 2m - Queleri
a gold-flecked carved crystal sheath and a crystal-edged vultite dagger - [Droughtmans Prize: chronomage dagger] - SOLD - 61m - Mr. Dallas
a silver-tied supple leather pouch - [Droughtmans Prize: Seed pouch] - SOLD - 30m - Akoe
an ancient T'kirem-crafted razern bisacuta etched with Saramar runes, 2x (+10) and exceptionally crit weighted (Two-handed Weapon) - SOLD - 5m - Sunstar
a long jagged steel scimitar, 6x (+30) - SOLD - 1.5m
an invar-edged razern katana, 2x (+10) and very heavily crit weighted. - SOLD - 1m
a black leather belt, displays 2 weapons - SOLD - 1m
a black ora package - [neck pouch, armlets, cloak clasp, bracelet, boots] - SOLD - 7m - Mr. Dallas
enhancive - [+2 WIS Bonus, +2 AUR Bonus] - SOLD - 4m - Fleurs
enhancive - [+5 Aura, 1 MIU Rank, 1 HP Rank] - SOLD - 3m to Fleurs
a sylvan package - [shroud, gloves, trousers, boots] - SOLD - 1m to Rallorick
a sleek silk pouch suspended from a dark golvern chain - [weighs 2, holds MA, neck worn] - SOLD - 3m to Slamy
a high-collared tunic of tiny overlapping dark golvern scales - [Weighs 7, holds 140, pin worn] - SOLD - Mrjrd222
a golvern-mesh sack - [Weighs 6, holds 140, belt worn] - SOLD - 15m - Droit
Solhaven Shop - 8m - Silvanostar
a keratin-edged skinning knife - [Self-Knowledge 604] - SOLD - 100m - Rogane
a dark grey sephwir long bow - [6x Sephwir] - SOLD - 30m - Droit
a thin wyrwood composite bow - [6x, Exceptionally Crit Sighted] - SOLD - 32.5m
tonis boots - SOLD - 200m to Durg
a bronzed rolaren shield with an emerald serpent twined amongst long deadly spikes - [10x] - SOLD - 30m

http://www.friendsofjehovahswitnesses.com/wp-content/uploads/armageddon.jpg



http://www.demotivationalposters.org/image/demotivational-poster/0906/godzilla-facepalm-godzilla-facepalm-face-palm-epic-fail-demotivational-poster-1245384435.jpg

Ahem.

[Inspire]

I was wondering when someone would bump this thread. Nice work, Gelston.

It was actually Rogane who bumped the thread, and then deleted his post after Gelston posted.


http://i1118.photobucket.com/albums/k619/JustDan13/Buttshimmy.gif

[diethx]

Does this mean Inspire can be banned for spamming now?

Yes plz.

[waywardgs]

This guy has gone off the fucking rocker.

^

[4a6c1]

GS4 Kizun: (12:29:09 PM) James Potter wants to be your friend on Facebook. Join now: http://www.facebook.com/p.php?i=100001159452291&k=Z6E3Y6V53Z2E4KEJPJZTPSSU2T11ZUXNUU1PIBVGVS2A12W&r

:(

[Rinualdo]

Inspire just accidentially his whole life.

[Cephalopod]

(grey) The real Inspire 06-02-2011 11:29 PM You're a stupid cunt and Anticor is smarter than all of you put together

http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lfx3i001iW1qffb2t.jpg

[Inspire]

BUY MY STUFF!

DROUGHTMANS PRIZES with 5m MBs!

a slightly curved kelyn falchion with a braided mithril basket hilt (http://forum.gsplayers.com/showthread.php?t=62977)
Exceptionally Crit Weighted falchion

a slender glowbark rune staff banded with azure crystal strips (http://forum.gsplayers.com/showthread.php?t=62894)
Returning runestaff

a steel-spiked white ora morning star with a carved black ash handle (http://forum.gsplayers.com/showthread.php?t=62892)
Permablessed morning star

a thin golden imflass ring inset with a trio of yellow diamonds (http://forum.gsplayers.com/showthread.php?t=62893)
Black Lightning ring

a perfect maoral-handled vultite spikestar (http://forum.gsplayers.com/showthread.php?t=62895)
7x Perfect Permablessed morning star

a golvern tower shield (http://forum.gsplayers.com/showpost.php?p=1292276&postcount=4)
10x golvern


AIM: GS4 Kizun

WANTED: FIXSTATS!



PENDING PICKUP:

a holy sabre etched with glowing holy symbols - [2.5x, Permablessed - 4lbs (min)] - SOLD - 8,ooo,ooo - Mike - Never picked up, will be relisted.


SOLD LIST:

a viciously spiked rolaren mace - [4x, SWCW] - SOLD - 1,ooo,ooo - BigPun
a square black ash humidor with silvery rolaren hinges - [Droughtmans Prize: Endless cigars and matches.] - SOLD - 15,ooo,ooo - Kgolfer
a lustrous heavy glowbark arbalest - [4x Base enchant Heavy Crossbow with Self-Ammo Permablessed & Damage Weighted bolts that range in enchant from (0-+30) (up to 16x (+80) total AS when kneeling) - 6lbs (min)] - SOLD - 50,ooo,ooo - Lorso
a rugged black suede doublet - [Conceals ALL Armor types] - SOLD - 4,ooo,ooo - Middian
a misty white coraesine francisca - [3x, HCW - 6lbs] - Traded
a cobweb-covered jet black spidersilk cloak edged with silver silk trim - [Attunes, Whisper clasp, weighs 5, holds VLA] - SOLD - 3m
Level 57 Male Sylvan Wizard - SOLD - 25m
an ipantor composite bow - SOLD - 2m
an ornate vultite shield, 5x (+25) - SOLD - 500k
a swirling cardinal red orb - It provides a bonus of 14 to Logic. + a rich sunset orange orb - It provides a bonus of 8 to Logic Bonus. (+30) - SOLD - 10m - Edgeleaf
a monir-hafted golvern morning star, 5x (+25) and somewhat crit weighted - SOLD - 3m
a black mithril skullcap, 1x (+5) and heavily crit padded. - SOLD - 1m - Neimanz
a barbed rolaren awl pike, 4x (+20) and heavily crit weighted (Polearm) - SOLD - 5m
http://forum.gsplayers.com/showthread.php?t=61196 - [Droughtmans Prize: Valise, Morphing Neckwear & Attachments] - SOLD - 2m - Queleri
a gold-flecked carved crystal sheath and a crystal-edged vultite dagger - [Droughtmans Prize: chronomage dagger] - SOLD - 61m - Mr. Dallas
a silver-tied supple leather pouch - [Droughtmans Prize: Seed pouch] - SOLD - 30m - Akoe
an ancient T'kirem-crafted razern bisacuta etched with Saramar runes, 2x (+10) and exceptionally crit weighted (Two-handed Weapon) - SOLD - 5m - Sunstar
a long jagged steel scimitar, 6x (+30) - SOLD - 1.5m
an invar-edged razern katana, 2x (+10) and very heavily crit weighted. - SOLD - 1m
a black leather belt, displays 2 weapons - SOLD - 1m
a black ora package - [neck pouch, armlets, cloak clasp, bracelet, boots] - SOLD - 7m - Mr. Dallas
enhancive - [+2 WIS Bonus, +2 AUR Bonus] - SOLD - 4m - Fleurs
enhancive - [+5 Aura, 1 MIU Rank, 1 HP Rank] - SOLD - 3m to Fleurs
a sylvan package - [shroud, gloves, trousers, boots] - SOLD - 1m to Rallorick
a sleek silk pouch suspended from a dark golvern chain - [weighs 2, holds MA, neck worn] - SOLD - 3m to Slamy
a high-collared tunic of tiny overlapping dark golvern scales - [Weighs 7, holds 140, pin worn] - SOLD - Mrjrd222
a golvern-mesh sack - [Weighs 6, holds 140, belt worn] - SOLD - 15m - Droit
Solhaven Shop - 8m - Silvanostar
a keratin-edged skinning knife - [Self-Knowledge 604] - SOLD - 100m - Rogane
a dark grey sephwir long bow - [6x Sephwir] - SOLD - 30m - Droit
a thin wyrwood composite bow - [6x, Exceptionally Crit Sighted] - SOLD - 32.5m
tonis boots - SOLD - 200m to Durg
a bronzed rolaren shield with an emerald serpent twined amongst long deadly spikes - [10x] - SOLD - 30m

http://www.friendsofjehovahswitnesses.com/wp-content/uploads/armageddon.jpg[/QUOTE]



Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy
You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?
Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
and here's an autograph for your brother,
I wrote it on the Starter cap
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you
Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you
But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too?
I say that shit just clowning dog,
c'mon - how fucked up is you?
You got some issues Stan, I think you need some counseling
to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
And what's this shit about us meant to be together?
That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other
I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
or maybe you just need to treat her better
I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time
before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine
if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan
why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan
I just don't want you to do some crazy shit
I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid
and in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to
Come to think about, his name was.. it was you
Damn!


http://www.demotivationalposters.org/image/demotivational-poster/0906/godzilla-facepalm-godzilla-facepalm-face-palm-epic-fail-demotivational-poster-1245384435.jpg

http://images.cheezburger.com/completestore/2010/12/27/4f4f316f-d92a-4e88-b1d6-d7df309976c4.jpg

[Cephalopod]

Everytime Inspire posts that, I just have this mental image of him shitting out of every orifice in rage / frustration.

[Inspire]

http://beerwhiskeyandbrotherhood.files.wordpress.com/2011/06/allagash-ambrosio.jpg

Publicity is Publicity, I just want to sell my sheeet.

[diethx]

Publicity is Publicity

http://www.peepshowwatch.tv/wp-content/uploads/2011/02/lindsay-lohan-drunk.png

http://www.hollywoodgrind.com/images/2007/9/paris-hilton-drunk-drugging-0.jpg

http://badadvice.typepad.com/.a/6a00d8341c94c853ef010535bbbd63970b-800wi

All the train wreck, but none of the money (except from myklians).

[NocturnalRob]

(except from myklians)
didn't those bitches get nerfed?

[Inspire]

http://www.peepshowwatch.tv/wp-content/uploads/2011/02/lindsay-lohan-drunk.png

http://www.hollywoodgrind.com/images/2007/9/paris-hilton-drunk-drugging-0.jpg

http://badadvice.typepad.com/.a/6a00d8341c94c853ef010535bbbd63970b-800wi

All the train wreck, but none of the money (except from myklians).


Are all of those pictures of you popping pills?


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z4EoN4_m70M&feature=related




didn't those bitches get nerfed?


No.

[diethx]

didn't those bitches get nerfed?

:D

[NocturnalRob]

No.
Mmm...pretty sure you're wrong.

Actually, no. You're just wrong.

[Inspire]

Mmm...pretty sure you're wrong.

Actually, no. You're just wrong.



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zjYSERaXEGI&feature=BFa&list=LLkNJNGUj_hhs&index=4

Except, you're wrong because I've still been skinning them. You may have to do it a very specific way to get the most bang for your buck. But they still give 7k skins.

[diethx]

Pretty sure they weren't nerfed to be unskinnable.

[Inspire]

Pretty sure they weren't nerfed to be unskinnable.

I wanna (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lbe5XSEuAfA&feature=BFa&list=LLkNJNGUj_hhs&index=9) forget you (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e1_B9FCZJMA&feature=BFa&list=LLkNJNGUj_hhs&index=6) so don't rain on my parade (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e1_B9FCZJMA&feature=BFa&list=LLkNJNGUj_hhs&index=6) because you think you're cooler than me. (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3pyesF9kHGk&feature=BFa&list=LLkNJNGUj_hhs&index=13)

[NocturnalRob]

bump. Post #3 is especially fun.

http://forum.gsplayers.com/showpost.php?p=1173342&postcount=3

[Inspire]

BUY MY STUFF!


SOLDa slightly curved kelyn falchion with a braided mithril basket hilt (http://forum.gsplayers.com/showthread.php?t=62977)
Exceptionally Crit Weighted falchion

SOLDa slender glowbark rune staff banded with azure crystal strips (http://forum.gsplayers.com/showthread.php?t=62894)
Returning runestaff

SOLDa steel-spiked white ora morning star with a carved black ash handle (http://forum.gsplayers.com/showthread.php?t=62892)
Permablessed morning star

SOLDa thin golden imflass ring inset with a trio of yellow diamonds (http://forum.gsplayers.com/showthread.php?t=62893)
Black Lightning ring

SOLDa perfect maoral-handled vultite spikestar (http://forum.gsplayers.com/showthread.php?t=62895)
7x Perfect Permablessed morning star

a golvern tower shield (http://forum.gsplayers.com/showpost.php?p=1292276&postcount=4)
10x golvern


AIM: GS4 Kizun

WANTED: FIXSTATS!



PENDING PICKUP:

SOLD LIST:

a holy sabre etched with glowing holy symbols - [2.5x, Permablessed - 4lbs (min)] - SOLD - 8,ooo,ooo - Mike - Never picked up, will be relisted.
a viciously spiked rolaren mace - [4x, SWCW] - SOLD - 1,ooo,ooo - BigPun
a square black ash humidor with silvery rolaren hinges - [Droughtmans Prize: Endless cigars and matches.] - SOLD - 15,ooo,ooo - Kgolfer
a lustrous heavy glowbark arbalest - [4x Base enchant Heavy Crossbow with Self-Ammo Permablessed & Damage Weighted bolts that range in enchant from (0-+30) (up to 16x (+80) total AS when kneeling) - 6lbs (min)] - SOLD - 50,ooo,ooo - Lorso
a rugged black suede doublet - [Conceals ALL Armor types] - SOLD - 4,ooo,ooo - Middian
a misty white coraesine francisca - [3x, HCW - 6lbs] - Traded
a cobweb-covered jet black spidersilk cloak edged with silver silk trim - [Attunes, Whisper clasp, weighs 5, holds VLA] - SOLD - 3m
Level 57 Male Sylvan Wizard - SOLD - 25m
an ipantor composite bow - SOLD - 2m
an ornate vultite shield, 5x (+25) - SOLD - 500k
a swirling cardinal red orb - It provides a bonus of 14 to Logic. + a rich sunset orange orb - It provides a bonus of 8 to Logic Bonus. (+30) - SOLD - 10m - Edgeleaf
a monir-hafted golvern morning star, 5x (+25) and somewhat crit weighted - SOLD - 3m
a black mithril skullcap, 1x (+5) and heavily crit padded. - SOLD - 1m - Neimanz
a barbed rolaren awl pike, 4x (+20) and heavily crit weighted (Polearm) - SOLD - 5m
http://forum.gsplayers.com/showthread.php?t=61196 - [Droughtmans Prize: Valise, Morphing Neckwear & Attachments] - SOLD - 2m - Queleri
a gold-flecked carved crystal sheath and a crystal-edged vultite dagger - [Droughtmans Prize: chronomage dagger] - SOLD - 61m - Mr. Dallas
a silver-tied supple leather pouch - [Droughtmans Prize: Seed pouch] - SOLD - 30m - Akoe
an ancient T'kirem-crafted razern bisacuta etched with Saramar runes, 2x (+10) and exceptionally crit weighted (Two-handed Weapon) - SOLD - 5m - Sunstar
a long jagged steel scimitar, 6x (+30) - SOLD - 1.5m
an invar-edged razern katana, 2x (+10) and very heavily crit weighted. - SOLD - 1m
a black leather belt, displays 2 weapons - SOLD - 1m
a black ora package - [neck pouch, armlets, cloak clasp, bracelet, boots] - SOLD - 7m - Mr. Dallas
enhancive - [+2 WIS Bonus, +2 AUR Bonus] - SOLD - 4m - Fleurs
enhancive - [+5 Aura, 1 MIU Rank, 1 HP Rank] - SOLD - 3m to Fleurs
a sylvan package - [shroud, gloves, trousers, boots] - SOLD - 1m to Rallorick
a sleek silk pouch suspended from a dark golvern chain - [weighs 2, holds MA, neck worn] - SOLD - 3m to Slamy
a high-collared tunic of tiny overlapping dark golvern scales - [Weighs 7, holds 140, pin worn] - SOLD - Mrjrd222
a golvern-mesh sack - [Weighs 6, holds 140, belt worn] - SOLD - 15m - Droit
Solhaven Shop - 8m - Silvanostar
a keratin-edged skinning knife - [Self-Knowledge 604] - SOLD - 100m - Rogane
a dark grey sephwir long bow - [6x Sephwir] - SOLD - 30m - Droit
a thin wyrwood composite bow - [6x, Exceptionally Crit Sighted] - SOLD - 32.5m
tonis boots - SOLD - 200m to Durg
a bronzed rolaren shield with an emerald serpent twined amongst long deadly spikes - [10x] - SOLD - 30m

http://www.friendsofjehovahswitnesses.com/wp-content/uploads/armageddon.jpg[/QUOTE]



Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy
You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?
Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
and here's an autograph for your brother,
I wrote it on the Starter cap
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you
Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you
But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too?
I say that shit just clowning dog,
c'mon - how fucked up is you?
You got some issues Stan, I think you need some counseling
to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
And what's this shit about us meant to be together?
That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other
I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
or maybe you just need to treat her better
I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time
before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine
if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan
why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan
I just don't want you to do some crazy shit
I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid
and in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to
Come to think about, his name was.. it was you
Damn!


http://www.demotivationalposters.org/image/demotivational-poster/0906/godzilla-facepalm-godzilla-facepalm-face-palm-epic-fail-demotivational-poster-1245384435.jpg

http://images.cheezburger.com/completestore/2010/12/27/4f4f316f-d92a-4e88-b1d6-d7df309976c4.jpg

[CrystalTears]

http://forum.gsplayers.com/showpost.php?p=1297333&postcount=27

[Inspire]

Clearly we all need to link random threads.

[NocturnalRob]

http://forum.gsplayers.com/showpost.php?p=1297333&postcount=27

Clearly we all need to link random threads.
Seems absolutely relevant to me. This thread is entitled "The real Inspire." That link speaks exactly to that.

[CrystalTears]

Clearly we all need to link random threads.
It's a post from one of your auction links which you posted. Fucktard. It's completely related.

[Inspire]

Seems absolutely relevant to me. This thread is entitled "The real Inspire." That link speaks exactly to that.

That link is nothing except you crying like a nancy-bitch over an item that didn't even involve you.

I would NEVER deal with YOU.

[AnticorRifling]

Unless he had weed.

[NocturnalRob]

I would NEVER deal with YOU.
That's because I don't sell cock-flavored popsicles.

[msconstrew]

I would NEVER deal with YOU.

I imagined this in a teary, high-pitched woman's voice, and immediately smiled.

[Inspire]

Unless he had weed.


It's hard to find sometimes and you gotta do what you gotta do.

[waywardgs]

It's hard to find sometimes and you gotta do what you gotta do.

(scratch scratch scratch) you got that good stuff mang?

[Parkbandit]

That's because I don't sell cock-flavored popsicles.

There are very few of your posts that make me laugh.... but this was definitely one of them.

It pains me that Inspire makes me dislike you less.

[CrystalTears]

It's hard to find sometimesThat's what she said.

[Asha]

BOOM

[Parkbandit]

That's what he said.

It's Inspire. FTFY.

[waywardgs]

Is it just me or does it seem like Inspire has an F5 button implanted in his index finger?

[Asha]

Is it just me or does it seem like Inspire has an F5 button implanted in his index finger?
I do!

[CrystalTears]

It's Inspire. FTFY.
I thought of that after I posted. Well played, sir.

[diethx]

I imagined this in a teary, high-pitched woman's voice, and immediately smiled.

LOL, that's how I will read all of Inspire's posts from now on. So true.

[Inspire]

http://andthatswhyyouresingle.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/04/woman-crying-21-300x261.jpg

[Asha]

Jesus crying chicks look hot. Fuck.

[Sean]

Jesus crying chicks look hot. Fuck.

That picture made me think of Chris Crocker, which then made me think of Drayal sitting there thinking Chris Crocker is hot. Which made me laugh.

[Asha]

lol bastard

[diethx]

That picture made me think of Chris Crocker, which then made me think of Drayal sitting there thinking Chris Crocker is hot. Which made me laugh.

I could see that being true.

[Asha]

I could see that being true.

Sometimes I forget why I keep you.

[Suppa Hobbit Mage]

Originally Posted by Inspire http://forum.gsplayers.com/images/blacknight/buttons/viewpost.gif (http://forum.gsplayers.com/showthread.php?p=1173331#post1173331)
Against my better judgement I'm going to write the following and tell you the truth about my life.

I'll start by saying that I'm a very private person. I grew up a Jehovahs Witness and unless you were part of the church you were considered to be a "worldly" person and a bad person. So growing up I had no friends because I was not allowed to play with anyone outside of the church.

When I became a teenager I found Gemstone and got hooked. It was an escape from a life that I didn't agree with. I was only allowed to play for an hour here or there and spent most of my time being a twat dragging bodies out of TSC to decay and whatnot. But having a place where I could be someone different than who I was forced to be was salvation.

Eventually I got out on my own and came back to GS. I played on and off for a few years, never really making any close friends. I was part of the Trophy Room gang when Debia, Jubuls, the original Tijay, Xak, etc used to hang there.

Anyway, fast forward about 9 years from there and it brings us to last year. I guess I should also tell you that I am a 28 year old bisexual male, I'm not a girl but it's sometimes fun to play around. I have been in a relationship for 4 years now with someone I care about very deeply. Unfortunately that person had a drinking problem and it got out of control. One night he decided to swallow a tube of pills and drink himself to death. I woke up at 4am to find him barely breathing. I called 911 and they rushed him to the hospital where he stayed for awhile. He went into rehab from there and got help for his drinking problem but I wasn't alright. His suicide attempt affected me in ways that I wasn't prepared for. I became severely depressed myself and sunk into gemstone like a tick. It was getting harder and harder for me to get out of bed in the morning and I started missing more and more work. I eventually was let go, which made me sink even further into GS.

Thankfully I was able to make silvers in the game and sell them to the PC community. Had it not been for all of you, I wouldn't have made it over the last year, financially or mentally. That is also part of the reason why Myklians changing was hard on me. I was using gemstone to survive and to pay my bills. It became a full time job. When Myklians were changed I realized my life was about to become much more difficult and I freaked out. I was already in a bad place because of the suicide attempt and I no longer knew how to deal with anything.

So where does that leave me now. Unfortunately I have a drug problem. I smoke marijuana every day. I don't like taking pills to be normal, so I turned to drugs to stabilize my mood and help me feel better. Most of the time I am alright, but every now and then I turn into an ugly monster, which is what you see from time to time on lnet.

So, this is the mess that is my life. Feel free to make fun of me now in typical PC fashion. I'm sorry if I have insulted you personally. Please know that it wasn't personal if I went off on you. I have a lot of problems that I don't know how to deal with or overcome. I have become someone that I don't want to be, so I am sorry if I have affected you negatively because of it.

Just for those who don't want to go in the way back machine since he deleted it.

[NocturnalRob]

Just for those who don't want to go in the way back machine since he deleted it.
It's also been quoted 3-4 times in the past week.

4-5 times now!!

[CrystalTears]

Just for those who don't want to go in the way back machine since he deleted it.
Synopsis: I'm the same thieving douchebag I was when I was 15, except now I'm a bisexual, drug-taking, thieving douchebag, and I don't care who knows it.

[AnticorRifling]

He induces drugs?

[NocturnalRob]

He induces drugs?
You keep using that word. I do not think it means what you think it means.

[CrystalTears]

Hate you both. :(

[Suppa Hobbit Mage]

It's also been quoted 3-4 times in the past week.

4-5 times now!!

60% of the time it gets quoted, every time.

[AnticorRifling]

60% of the time it gets quoted, every time.

Accidently, yes.

[NocturnalRob]

Accidently, yes.
AR, stop being so busy. You are driving the fail bus off a steep cliff.

Look at the quote from Anchorman. Look at the quote from SHM. Then kindly stfu.

[Inspire]

SMH is spamming and should be banned.

[pabstblueribbon]

Jesus crying chicks look hot. Fuck.

Lap dances are so much better when the stripper is crying.

[Inspire]

Lap dances are so much better when the stripper is crying.

http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_dsQWlo4hKFg/TTOalS7tGVI/AAAAAAAAAIg/olrzYLpqmLg/s400/67+Midget+Stripper.jpg

[pabstblueribbon]

http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_dsQWlo4hKFg/TTOalS7tGVI/AAAAAAAAAIg/olrzYLpqmLg/s400/67+Midget+Stripper.jpg

I fucking hate you, you cock-gobbling-twat-pastry.

[Dayko]

I fucking hate you, you cock-gobbling-twat-pastry.
Oh shit..foul language abuse.

[Deadelf]

Lap dances are so much better when the stripper is crying.

Great song.

[Rinualdo]

Speaking of great threads to necrobump

[Inspire]

Speaking of great threads to necrobump

Took you long enough.

[AnticorRifling]

Liagala wins for the quote in post three:

http://forum.gsplayers.com/showpost.php?p=1173342&postcount=3


Way to try and inspire it up with the edit/delete.

[Hulkein]

Liagala wins for the quote in post three:

http://forum.gsplayers.com/showpost.php?p=1173342&postcount=3


Way to try and inspire it up with the edit/delete.

Well that explains a lot.

[Inspire]

I didn't get the sympathy I was expecting. I should have come up with a better story.

[Liagala]

I didn't get the sympathy I was expecting. I should have come up with a better story.
Quoting this before it disappears too.

[Inspire]

You're a good little quoter!

[Thickbeard]

I didn't get the sympathy I was expecting. I should have come up with a better story.

Please, we all know it was a real story that you probably posted under the influence of drugs and/or alcohol.

[WRoss]

So what was the final straw that got him banned?

[g++]

Reposting for IW. Proving the old maxim that only pure evil can kill pure evil.

[AnticorRifling]

Combination of spam, board disruption, posting content from a banned board member, etc. As I stated in the other thread the ban is, at the moment, perm. but I might change it since I've only ever kept one ban at that status.

[WRoss]

I've been in the ER all day. His meltdown was like my little soap opera.

[AnticorRifling]

They always are.

[waywardgs]

I'd like to take a look in inspire's medicine cabinet, check out all the meds he's ignoring. Actually, n/m. I don't give a shit. Good riddance.

[Ceyrin]

Wow, epic ban. It's too bad you couldn't get him banned from GS like 4 years ago, before he fucked up skinning.