A turn of events.

[J-Tech]

Well, I get home last night, sit down to eat dinner, and my uncle starts yelling at me over some petty bull shit, of course i get mad cause i ust wanna eat my dinner, we start going at it, with a bunch of fuck you this, and he's like fuck you, and i'm like this is bull shit and we start going at each others throats, finaly were about to swing on each other...and my aunt comes in, stops us....my uncles like, John your a little boy, and i'm like Fuck you, your not much better asshole, and he's like What did you say? And i'm like did i studder? and he's like i think you did, and i'm like let me say it again, FUCK YOU! and thats when it was decided to get me a plane ticket home. Every guy on my dads side of the family is a worthless drunk, and doesnt know how to handle shit properly. So now i've gotta find out where to go. I've got like 2 options, lol, i'm gonna try and get ahold of my boy up in New York, if that doesnt work, then my only choice is back to my old crew in vegas....or the streets in some other place....i don't really wanna go back to my old crew cause well, alot of people here know what i was doin back there. I don't really wanna go into it if you dont know, but i've worked hard to escape that. So we'll see what happens.

Finaly, if you guys dont see me for a couple days then i don't know whats up, i'm either somewhere with no computer, in jail or dead. Tho i should be here most of today.

John

[Miss X]

John, you have friends in Vegas that arnt into all that bad stuff and you know it, you also have family there who I doubt would see you on the streets. Hon, you have wanted to come home for ages, this may be a blessing in disguise.

Just promise not to do anything stupid hon, you've worked hard to try and sort yourself out and make your future better, don't blow it sweetheart, you know you are better than that.

<hugs> :heart: ya, and remember there is always a sofa for you to sleep on in England! ;)

[Reyek]

Can i sleep on the sofa in england? ;)

[Miss X]

Haha. No. but you can make sure John stays out of trouble if he comes back to Vegas!

[Reyek]

Oh so john gets a sofa and i dont? whats all that about? I feel the love...not! :(

[J-Tech]

My family said if i left before a year was up they didnt wanna hear from me again, a year isnt up. They wont want to see me. My friends in vegas that stil lremain consist of, Reyek, Frostravin, Deathravin (Realnames have been replaced to conceal the identity of there owners), Deathravin and Jeffe, can't live with them, Reyek has his own thing, i know he'd help if he could, but it's not the right time right now. I'm getting hold of my boy in New York, even thing is working against me here, im just hopeing i dont end up on the streets.

J.T.

[crazymage]

Apologize to your uncle , suck it up and be a man.

[J-Tech]

Fuck that. - Apologize for what? I didnt do anything wrong.

J.T.

[crazymage]

You had no right to curse out your uncle, who is LETTING you live with him and i hear gives you a nice job, stop being such a pitty whore. Apologize and have a can of STFU

[J-Tech]

Anyways, it's beyond the point of aplogizing, he wants me gone, no if ands or buts about it. I just let out how i've been feeling over hte past 7 months, i get treatd like i'm nothing, and he he's paying me for about 2 weeks worth of work for the 7 months i've been working 6-7 days a week, i think he's the one that should be apologizing, AND paying me.

J.T.

[crazymage]

i'd love to hear your uncles side of the story.

[J-Tech]

Haha, ya gives me a nice job, that he doenst pay me for, he started cussing me out first, he calls me a moron and an idiot, most of the time i just sit there and take it, but last night i just fuckin broke.

J.T.

[crazymage]

you are a moron and an idiot i see no problem with calling it out.

[J-Tech]

You know Sergey, why the fuck do you always have to get into it with me? If you hate me so fuckin much wouldnt it be easier to just see that "J-Tech" created a topic and just keep going down the list onto the next topic to read?

J.T.

[J-Tech]

You know, you don't even fuckin know me, don't fuckin judge me and get the fuck outta my thread asshole.

J.T.

J-tech, I am going to agree with Sergey somewhat here. You are allowed to live in his house, you should understand that he is the one in charge. I would suggest apologizing and asking if he would allow you to stay in "his" house. Sometimes you have to let your stubbornness and pride go and take the hard road.

[J-Tech]

Nah, it's cool, i'm heading to Queens, NY

J.T.

[Suppa Hobbit Mage]

Lots of people get jobs and are able to afford their own place on their own. Find an area with a low cost of living and plentiful jobs.

You are computer literate it seems, so parlay that into a job. If not, McDonalds is always hiring. Then you can have your own place and make your own rules.

[J-Tech]

Ya, thats exactly what i'm going to do. I plan on getting work as soon as i get out there, just work my ass off, save up money get back in school and prove eveyrone fuckin person related to me that they were wrong.

J.T.

[DeV]

J-Tech while I agree that no one, no man really should have to take constant critism from another man let alone a male parental figure. Its hard, and I think we've all been there with dealing with and taking shit from an older adult. If you truly have no place to go you should see if you can work things out with your uncle. In any case good luck with any decision you make.

[crazymage]

lets hope you work instead of playin GS/posting on PC all day this time. i'd have thrown your lazy ass out to

[J-Tech]

You don't even fuckin know me to call me lazy, how the fuck you gonna judge someone you never met Sergey. Anyways, ya DarkelfVold i hear ya, i got a place tho, my boy out in NY is gonna help me out, i'll be cool. I've been talkin with him all morning, i'll prolly head out there this saturday unless my uncle wants me gone sooner. I'm looking forward to the change actually, i've been wanting to leave a while now, me and my uncle just dont get along and it creates an unstable living environment.

J.T.

[Reyek]

Werd, yea you could have stayed with me if my situation was different, maybe in a few months like i told ya. you know how to get ahold of me. i got your back if you come to vegas in a few. just now isnt the best of times.

[HarmNone]

I cannot tell you what is best for you, John. Only you know that. What I do know is that you must make your life as you wish it to be. If you can go to New York, get a job, get into school as quickly as you can, and stay away from things that can only result in a repeat of the horrors of the past, you can be a productive person. We are with you all the way, hon. Make it count this time. :)

HarmNone sends you hugs and best wishes

[J-Tech]

Well, me and my friend decided new york isnt best right now, cause i'm leaving with no money, and he doesnt have the money to get an apartment right now. I'm going back to vegas for a couple months then when he moves to phoenix i'm going there too...it'll be alright, i wont start doing all the meth again, i hope.

J.T.

[Scott]

How many times have you gone off on a rant about how your life is so hard? SO many people have it so much harder then you do. I'm sorry you had to move to another country because of something that was your own fault, but guess what IT WAS YOUR OWN FAULT. You got yourself thrown out of 2 places, did you ever think that maybe it's you? I do hope you get your life on track and you have a better life then you do, but with what you are doing now, I don't think that's possible. I just hope that you can learn from your screw ups instead of bitching about it.

In all honesty I hope things do turn out for the better for you.