So .. I think it's time I apologized.

[Madcap]

So, in any event. I made a new name since my last one was probably rep-killed to death. In case you were wondering I am the player of Ratolin and I said some pretty crappy things to people in the past. I was dealing with my own demons, I had a hallacious oxycontin habit and I think I was so quick to jump the gun on people when it came to my child because I was trying to validate myself as being a good parent when in fact I wasn't being a good parent at all dealing with an addiction like that. I took a break from GS and checked myself into a re-hab clinic here in Massachusetts and I am glad to say I have not the urge or want to do those evil little pills or anything for that matter, again. So I'd like to close by apologizing to anyone I dumped on or was generally being an ass to at the time. It wasn't just people on here or in game I was being a jerk to but to people in my real life both family and friends alike pretty much got the same treatment. I still like to be an occasional smart-ass and what not but as some of you may have noticed on PSInet and in-game and what not I am alot easier to get along with now. Anyway, if you feel like I should still be flamed and what not, I deserve it for the way I acted during that time, but I felt I should throw an apology out there to the people I may have upset or dumped on. So, it is what it is.

Thanks.

Daniel - player of Ratolin

[TheEschaton]

oxycontin, you don't say.....

I don't think you upset anyone, but you were quite the source of amusement for about a week.

[Madcap]

yeah I was eating sniffing 4-5 80's a day.

[Keller]

Sincere apologies ftw.

Good luck to you. Don't become our next SotT.

[LMingrone]

Good luck bro, and don't worry about apologizing on here, we are all jerks in our own way. I went cold turkey about 6 years ago. VERY Hard at first, but every week that went by, I felt better. Took about a year to really be better. Now to get rid of the cigarettes.

[Madcap]

Sincere apologies ftw.

Good luck to you. Don't become our next SotT.

nah, I'm done with that stuff, it got me no where except rehab... I can't even say I had good times cuz frankly, I can't remember most of it.. I do know I smashed up my car (with no insurnce and financed), so now I have a 17,000 dollar bill from the finance company.. ugh .. and probably take a while for my family and friends to completely trust me again, not that I ever did anything to them other than be an asshole, but I mean trust that I am clean and what not. But, I'll be ok I think.

[kookiegod]

Takes being a big man to do that bro. I liked you anyways, but well done. :)

~Paul

[Madcap]

Good luck bro, and don't worry about apologizing on here, we are all jerks in our own way. I went cold turkey about 6 years ago. VERY Hard at first, but every week that went by, I felt better. Took about a year to really be better. Now to get rid of the cigarettes.


Heh.. Tobacco is harder to quit than anything.. I smoked for years and then quit cold turkey one day, I was a complete fucking asshole for the whole week I was quitting, I remember people telling me they thought I was possessed.. then I started dipping, and I quit that cold turkey, and that was alot easier than cigarettes aside from the .. (input smartass remarks here) oral fixation that comes along with chewing tobacco.

[Madcap]

Takes being a big man to do that bro. I liked you anyways, but well done. :)

~Paul
Thanks Paul,

Yeah it was a rough time and I turned into someone I am not. They aren't lying when they say drug addiction creates a completely different person.

[Widgets]

Thanks Paul,

Yeah it was a rough time and I turned into someone I am not. They aren't lying when they say drug addiction creates a completely different person.

Homo!

[Celephais]

Homo!
Your house is FUuuuuuucked.

[Madcap]

Homo!

LOL... I love ya anyway Widgets.

[CrystalTears]

I'll believe it when I see it moving forward. Yes I'll be the downward spiral in this thread, because I just don't buy the apologies anymore. Name changes don't mean anything since we still know who you are. You need to actually change. *coughsBacklashcoughs*

Good luck with it though. It would be nice to finally have someone turn over a new leaf and actually go through with it.

P.S. You didn't anger anyone. Most people don't take anything in here seriously. You made it fun to read the PC though, I'll give you that.

[Madcap]

I'll believe it when I see it moving forward. Yes I'll be the downward spiral in this thread, because I just don't buy the apologies anymore. Name changes don't mean anything since we still know who you are. You need to actually change. *coughsBacklashcoughs*

Good luck with it though. It would be nice to finally have someone turn over a new leaf and actually go through with it.


Well, I hope I can restore your faith in people's ability to. :)

[diethx]

This thread makes me chuckle.

[Madcap]

Well I'm glad I can at least provide some sort of service. if anything. I didn't write this for that purpose it was more just owning up to some of the jackassness I displayed in the past, so like I said, it is what it is. I'll let actions from here on out dictate peoples opinions of me. Good day to all and thank you to those who were understanding.

[AnticorRifling]

So what are you going to use as a crutch/excuse to blame your actions on now?

[Madcap]

So what are you going to use as a crutch/excuse to blame your actions on now?

well, there won't be a need for one I don't think. Im completely accountable for my actions in the past. I'm not trying to pass the buck, just trying to shed some light on why MAYBE I was the way I was, no one knows for sure if I wont just wig out, since no one can predict the future. But I can honestly say that since I've became clean I have noticed drastic attitude adjustments and changes for the better in the way I behave.. now maybe it was just a matter of me saying "Wow, i was really a dickhead" or maybe it was the OC addiction, I don't know for sure, I just wanted to apologize and man up for being a jackoff, take it however you want I guess.

[pabstblueribbon]

This is the internet. They're going to continue to fuck with you no matter how sincere you are or how you try to explain it. Just take it as it is and move the fuck on and ignore the haters.

If you dont move on I will burn your house down.












Im serious.

[Celephais]

since no one can predict the future.
Uh... have you even read this thread? http://forum.gsplayers.com/showthread.php?t=45116

[Madcap]

This is the internet. They're going to continue to fuck with you no matter how sincere you are or how you explain. Just take it as it is and move the fuck on and ignore the haters.

If you dont move on I will burn your house down.













Im serious.

I hope you do actually, I tell my landlord that the house burned down all the time and he always say 'Good!' .. I think he would love the insurance money. lol.

[Madcap]

Uh... have you even read this thread? http://forum.gsplayers.com/showthread.php?t=45116

haha. So apparently someone CAN predict the future.. powerball numbers plz, kthnx.

[Widgets]

This thread makes me chuckle.

Your boobs make me chuckle...Wait...That makes no sense

[Madcap]

Your boobs make me chuckle...Wait...That makes no sense


Boobz r goot.

[Androidpk]

Your boobs make me chuckle...Wait...That makes no sense

That could just be a self pity chuckle, knowing you'll never see those boobs. :D

[Euler]

rat
r u stl gangstah yo?

[Madcap]

lol some troll is negative repping me just to be a douche I think, but its ok, I probably deserve it from past experieces.

[Madcap]

and getting even more neg reps .. oh well .. I tried to make ammends.. good day to everyone who was understanding and even those who werent, and to the ones negative repping me, it's ok. I understand.

wish everyone the best.

[The Ponzzz]

The rep system doesn't mean crap here.

[Geshron]

pos-repped, fuck the haters. Good luck overcoming that, Rat.

[Androidpk]

At least you weren't addicted to something dangerous, like marijuana.

[Madcap]

At least you weren't addicted to something dangerous, like marijuana.

Beleive it or not, I stopped smoking weed when I was like 17 .. the last blunt I ever smoked was on a class field trip the the Mayflower .. sparked it up right in the boat... was promptly suspended for 5 days.. lol

[Mighty Nikkisaurus]

Damn, now I need to find a new sig quote.

[Madcap]

pos-repped, fuck the haters. Good luck overcoming that, Rat.

Thanks Geshron. Just have to go day by day because you never know when the urge might flare up, but for now I am enjoying not scratching my fucking nuts off and nodding off.. lol

[Madcap]

Damn, now I need to find a new sig quote.

Haha.. yep. You sure do.

But ..why not keep that one.. you can always edit the name to say madcap I guess.

[Madcap]

Damn, now I need to find a new sig quote.

oh, for goodness sakes, please don't use the term 'masshole' unless you own a pink boston red sox hat and started watching the games when Johnny Damon joined the team. lol.

Im discovering there are more and more people from massachusetts playing Gemstone lately...

[SHAFT]

http://i911.photobucket.com/albums/ac319/OoDont_Break_My_HeartoO/LOL/facepalm_implied.jpg

[diethx]

Damn, now I need to find a new sig quote.

WTF? Just because he's changed his name and claims to be changing as a person doesn't mean that never happened. That was an awesome sig. :(

[Celephais]

Yeah I really liked that sig...

[Ker_Thwap]

Psst, anyone that remotely cares about rep from this crowd needs counseling.

[Euler]

Psst, anyone that remotely promises this crowd cyber arson needs counseling.

*fixed

[AnticorRifling]

So does this mean it's cool to post half of your SSN or will the FBI, google, your lawyer, and Jesus all be forming your defense team again?

[Cephalopod]

The loss of Nikki's sig makes this thread 0 stars.

[ElvenFury]

The loss of Nikki's sig makes this thread 0 stars.

Seriously. I don't even get his reasoning for a new account. He claims it's to avoid all the bad rep, but only Lord Paco has any kind of serious neg rep.

[Parkbandit]

http://i911.photobucket.com/albums/ac319/OoDont_Break_My_HeartoO/LOL/facepalm_implied.jpg

I don't know why this made me laugh.. but it did.. and I actually laughed out loud. That picture is absolutely perfect for that caption.

[Mighty Nikkisaurus]

Due to popular demand, my sig is not only back but new and improved.

[Parkbandit]

Due to popular demand, my sig is not only back but new and improved.

But that's the Oxycontin talking!

[Celephais]

Oh man... thank you for using the little quote thingies so I could go back and find it... there was some gold in that thread:


I feel bad that your kid will probably grow up to be as fucking stupid as you. :(

I can mention my child. You can't.

Think what you want. I know what happened that night. Now keep my child out of any of your comments. Or I will find out who you are, I will go to you, and I will hurt you. Thats for real, in all honesty, please respect that.

Now I am going to find out who you are.

The problem is I'm not an internet badass. I'm not a badass at all, I'm me..

now keep my FUCKING kid out of your comments. Last fucking time I'm going to ask. Say what you want about me, but respect the fact that I want you to not mention my child.

Just think to yourself... what if..


and you're a fat ugly whore.. and?

I hope your mother dies. There we are even.

now keep my kid out of your comments and everything will be peachy.

[Mighty Nikkisaurus]

But that's the Oxycontin talking!


[OOC]-Ratolin: "I have about 9 vicodin's in me and 1 OC 20.. and a 40 of OE.. I'm feelin pretty good"


THAT part of the topless thread was pretty hilarious, with all the guys tripping over themselves to drool over the Ashliana-alt.

[Drisco]

THAT part of the topless thread was pretty hilarious, with all the guys tripping over themselves to drool over the Ashliana-alt.



Hahahaha:rofl: :rofl: :rofl: , I thought for a second when I went into this thread that Narcissiia was the one apologize for being a massive bitch on the forums. Not that I don't enjoy your reign of hilarious ice queeness :). But I saw the

So .. I think it's time I...
by Narcissiia

on the Main page and I thought to myself this is going to be good. Disappointed in the lameness of this thread also..

[diethx]

I thought for a second when I went into this thread that Narcissiia was the one apologize for being a massive bitch on the forums.

Now that was just lame. Nikki doesn't have anything to apologize for. She's just awesome.

[Celephais]

Now that was just lame. Nikki doesn't have anything to apologize for. She's just awesome.
Agreed ... Drisco, when are you going to appologise for being a Ginger Canuck?

[Drisco]

Guys!!! I never said she needed to apologize! I just thought she was! :(

I love my ginger canuck status! I is sexy.

[SHAFT]

Now that was just lame. Nikki doesn't have anything to apologize for. She's just awesome.

I've never seen her vagina. Shame on her

[Back]

So, in any event. I made a new name since my last one was probably rep-killed to death. In case you were wondering I am the player of Ratolin and I said some pretty crappy things to people in the past. I was dealing with my own demons, I had a hallacious oxycontin habit and I think I was so quick to jump the gun on people when it came to my child because I was trying to validate myself as being a good parent when in fact I wasn't being a good parent at all dealing with an addiction like that. I took a break from GS and checked myself into a re-hab clinic here in Massachusetts and I am glad to say I have not the urge or want to do those evil little pills or anything for that matter, again. So I'd like to close by apologizing to anyone I dumped on or was generally being an ass to at the time. It wasn't just people on here or in game I was being a jerk to but to people in my real life both family and friends alike pretty much got the same treatment. I still like to be an occasional smart-ass and what not but as some of you may have noticed on PSInet and in-game and what not I am alot easier to get along with now. Anyway, if you feel like I should still be flamed and what not, I deserve it for the way I acted during that time, but I felt I should throw an apology out there to the people I may have upset or dumped on. So, it is what it is.

Thanks.

Daniel - player of Ratolin

Best of luck and well wishes. We’re not all h8trs here.

[Tisket]

Now that was just lame. Nikki doesn't have anything to apologize for. She's just awesome.

She doesn't seem to have really outgrown her teen angst and seems prone to emotional outbursts but we all have our flaws so yeah, other than that she's okay.

[diethx]

I've never seen her vagina. Shame on her

Neener, neener.


She doesn't seem to have really outgrown her teen angst and seems prone to emotional outbursts but we all have our flaws so yeah, other than that she's okay.

I think anyone would get pissed off when people don't listen to what they're saying, and instead accuse them of being drunk. Even though they're making perfect sense to the people who aren't vehemently disagreeing with stuff they aren't actually saying.

[Tisket]

I think anyone would get pissed off when people don't listen to what they're saying, and instead accuse them of being drunk. Even though they're making perfect sense to the people who aren't vehemently disagreeing with stuff they aren't actually saying.

I was speaking in generalities since I have seen her act thus on more than one occasion.

[diethx]

I was speaking in generalities since I have seen her act thus on more than one occasion.

Okay.

[Tisket]

I must say... I felt rather Jane Austen-ish using "thus" in a sentence.

[Mighty Nikkisaurus]

Yeah I am super emo.

http://www.threadbombing.com/data/media/54/Jesus_facepalm.jpg

[Tisket]

thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus

IT STICKS IN MY HEAD!

[Androidpk]

If you're sticking things IN the head, you're doing it wrong.

[kookiegod]

If you're sticking things IN the head, you're doing it wrong.

Reminded me of this scene from L.A. Story...personas are Steve Martin and Sarah Jessica Parker..

[after they get enemas together]
SanDeE*: So, what do you think?
Harris: I think it was a total washout.
SanDeE*: God, it really clears out your head.
Harris: Head? Head? You should go back in there and tell them they're doing it wrong. Well, it was a great lunch and enema, thanks.

Heh...

~Paul

[Celephais]

I think anyone would get pissed off when people don't listen to what they're saying, and instead accuse them of being drunk. Even though they're making perfect sense to the people who aren't vehemently disagreeing with stuff they aren't actually saying.
What're you... drunk?

[Asha]

I don't know why this made me laugh.. but it did.. and I actually laughed out loud. That picture is absolutely perfect for that caption.

I lolled too.
I always thought his face was full of palm, anyway.

[4a6c1]

Is this the catfight thread?

Will somebody pull my hair and call me a ho please?

[Euler]

Is this the catfight thread?

Will somebody pull my hair and call me a ho please?

http://www.drillspot.com/pimages/304/30453_300.jpg

[Mighty Nikkisaurus]

Is this the catfight thread?

Will somebody pull my hair and call me a ho please?

I'll slap you around too, biotch

[Parkbandit]

I think anyone would get pissed off when people don't listen to what they're saying, and instead accuse them of being drunk. Even though they're making perfect sense to the people who aren't vehemently disagreeing with stuff they aren't actually saying.

It doesn't take too much to realize that Nikki wasn't herself on that late Friday night...

Hey.. I was thoroughly entertained though... so no fault, no foul imo.

[Celephais]

Is this the catfight thread?

Will somebody pull my hair and call me a ho please?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QoMspJqqVcA

[Winter's Kiss]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QoMspJqqVcA



:rofl: KICK ASS!

[ElvenFury]

Kung Fu Alex Trebek. Sweet.

http://fixedframe.com/alex-trebek.gif

[LMingrone]

Kung Fu Alex Trebek. Sweet.

http://fixedframe.com/alex-trebek.gif

Best thing I've ever seen. Trebek is a God among us.

[Celephais]

I actually think he's demonstrating how you give a handjob to a massive penis... apparently you gotta start by caressing the balls.

[4a6c1]

I'll slap you around too, biotch

Mmmm, warm fuzzies.

[diethx]

It doesn't take too much to realize that Nikki wasn't herself on that late Friday night...

Hey.. I was thoroughly entertained though... so no fault, no foul imo.

Case in point.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QoMspJqqVcA

lol