Apology and (maybe) goodbye

[Elanthil01]

I apologize.

Please read this entire thing and take it in the spirit is meant. Please don't read into it things that aren't there. Nothing here is meant insultingly.

And before I start apologizing, I apologize for this apology being so long :wtf:

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1) I apologize for assuming people that I had a long history of great roleplay with were the same in real life as they acted in game. I have discovered in the past week on Psi Net and the forums that most of you are so totally different from your in game personas that I have trouble reconciling the two, and I can see where my behaviour and my attempt to 'pick up where we left off' and 'fit in' were taken the wrong way round. I guess I was too eager to get back into the community and 'fit in'.

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2) I apologize for 'whining'. I thought I was simply expressing my dissenting view, but I can see now where it was too much, too fast, too often.

The deal on this is that I have a lot going on right now related not only to the game, but to things in the real world that I wont bother you with, other than to say that the most BOTHERING of which are the facts that Simu wants 250 dollars to restore my highest level character AND the fact that my OTHER high level character was STOLEN from my account while I was away from the game and despite THREE emails to lockout@simutronics.com, I have had no response regarding getting him back. Because of these situations I have become thin skinned, overly critical, and very, very angry, and I guess I've been inflicting that anger and frustration on all of you in my posts.

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3) I apologize for inflicting myself on you all too suddenly and with too much familiarity.

I discovered Psi Net and these forums and was overjoyed with the idea that here, finally was a place I could vent some frustrations along with the rest of you (who I sat and read all your messages and thought what I had to say would fit in with), have OOC conversations with, actually ask for help on game mechanics without being yelled at by a GM, and maybe reminisce about old times and make plans for newer, even better times. I never expected the backlash of insults. Maybe I'm being too thin skinned, but Im a goody two shoes in real life and a genuine carebear and I don't have much experience in dealing with these type of situations other than physical confrontation or hurt feelings on my part. Maybe I need to 'grow up' a bit more.
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4) I apologize To whatshername who I made the parting shot about on Psi net. I still say you were using poor roleplaying tactics in an attempt to attack *ME* rather than my character, in effect telling me how to roleplay my character, but in retrospect I had NO BUSINESS taking my grief with you public, and furthermore you wouldn't have found it necessary to use such thinly roleplayed insults if you didnt have a REAL problem with ME, the player and my chosen method of roleplay. Therefore I will, if I return the character to the game, sit down, shut up, and drop the attempt at roleplay all together since Im apparently so bad at it.
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5) I Apologize that you all seem to have gotten the wrong impression of me.
I am really a nice person, generally well liked in my community, and, I believe, a good person. I tend, both in the games I play, and out, to be a carebear and go out of my way to help people.

On the flip side, this tends to leave me with my ass hanging out emotionally and I get my feelings hurt easily, as you saw today and at the alterers the day before.

I will probably not post here often, to which I bet you are all saying 'oh good', and I don't blame you.

Theres an old saying 'You don't shit where you sleep' and I seem to have done just that.


Again, my apologies for everything, and I will refrain from posting unless I feel I have no choice.

[Stanley Burrell]

I have no idea what's going on here and your misuse of separating numbered paragraphs by unevenly matching numbers of hyphens (per numbered rant) is making this an unreadable wall-of-text.

Sorry, good job, oh, lol, it's a fake, not funny, you da mang, etc., though.

[Elanthil01]

its no fake. I was typing in a hurry trying to get it all out and be done with it so I can shut the hell up and let you all get down to insulting me.

Sorry if it seems like a wall of text, but thats why I put the line separators. I hope they help at least a little.

Anyway...goodbye at least for a while. Im sure I've worn out my welcome.

[Stretch]

...

Who are you?

[Stanley Burrell]

its no fake. I was typing in a hurry trying to get it all out and be done with it so I can shut the hell up and let you all get down to insulting me.

No one's insulting you yet. Your being in a hurry makes me want to literally drink laxatives so that I can take a shit that much quicker and cleanse my computer screen by monkey-hurling my own feces at it with your text log present.

[Drew]

I don't want no drama from no baby's mama.

[CrystalTears]

...

Who are you?
He's been around a week. Apparently he feels the responses he's gotten in that time were insulting or something. It's better that he leaves now before he really finds out what the PC is like.

So yeah, uh, good luck crankypants. :tongue:

[Suppa Hobbit Mage]

I wasn't offended by anything you posted. Doubt anyone else was either.

You should relax.

[Axhinde]

...

Who are you?

My thoughts exactly.

[Nieninque]

Drama...

[Danical]

I have a good feeling about this thread.

:popcorn:

[Drew]

http://www.forumspile.com/Thread-I_like_where_this_thread_is_going.jpg

[Danical]

http://www.forumspile.com/Thread-I_like_where_this_thread_is_going.jpg

^

[TheEschaton]

Yes.

[radamanthys]

This place is like learning to swim... in a hurricane.

[Suppa Hobbit Mage]

http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y216/imagedream/Funny/ThisThreadIsGoing.jpg

[Sean of the Thread]

http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b236/Japgross/emo.jpg

[Drew]

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v24/backwardhatclub/gothopotamus.jpg

[mgoddess]

...

Who are you?

:yeahthat:

[The Ponzzz]

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v24/backwardhatclub/gothopotamus.jpg

ROFLROFLDFJVM<ACIKS

[Kitsun]

The secret behind the PC is that almost all of us hates everyone else. It is only when someone ultra-hateable comes along that everyone bands up and hates on the one person until they run away.

It doesn't matter what you say here, you'll get disagreement, flames, Methais pics, Stanley gibberish, a thread derailment into Politics, etc. Just learn to love the organized chaos.

[Sean of the Thread]

want to know my secret? I might be a straight forward son of a bitch once in awhile but I do not hate any of you mother fucckers.

Honestly besides backrash everyrone here is good people.

[Back]

<3 you too Drunk Sean.

[Stunseed]

< The secret behind the PC is that almost all of us hates everyone else. It is only when someone ultra-hateable comes along that everyone bands up and hates on the one person until they run away. >

Insert "Player's Hater Ball" video clip from youtube.com rofl.

[Warriorbird]

I don't hate anybody who posts here either. I don't even know who the fuck this guy is... much less dislike him.

[Snapp]

First, Drew's pic wins this whole fucking thread. :rofl:

Second, to the original poster:

Stolen from Gan's sig, posted by Kranar
If you can't handle some offensive content on a real time message board, then don't read them.
If you decide you can handle it here, :welcome:

[TheEschaton]

I don't care about any of you enough to hate you. ;)

[Gan]

I don't care about any of you enough to hate you. ;)

bingo

[iJin]

Um, people are douches. Its life.

[Danical]

I fucking love the PC.

:grouphug:

[Misun]

It doesn't matter what you say here, you'll get disagreement, flames, Methais pics, Stanley gibberish, a thread derailment into Politics, etc. Just learn to love the organized chaos.

Don't forget Sean's one word insult.

[Hulkein]

Honestly besides backrash everyrone here is good people.

I don't know what it is about that nickname but I laugh every time I read it. I guess because I picture an Asian trying to say his name normally before picturing a back rash.

[Stretch]

Wait for it.

[iJin]

roflroflf

[LMingrone]

Welcome to the internet!!

[Sean]

Don't forget Sean's one word insult.

Do I know you?

[RichardCranium]

Screw you guys. I'm going home.

[Drew]

Do I know you?

That's four words.

[Methais]

I apologize.

Please read this entire thing and take it in the spirit is meant. Please don't read into it things that aren't there. Nothing here is meant insultingly.

And before I start apologizing, I apologize for this apology being so long :wtf:

----------------------------------------
1) I apologize for assuming people that I had a long history of great roleplay with were the same in real life as they acted in game. I have discovered in the past week on Psi Net and the forums that most of you are so totally different from your in game personas that I have trouble reconciling the two, and I can see where my behaviour and my attempt to 'pick up where we left off' and 'fit in' were taken the wrong way round. I guess I was too eager to get back into the community and 'fit in'.

-------------------------------------
2) I apologize for 'whining'. I thought I was simply expressing my dissenting view, but I can see now where it was too much, too fast, too often.

The deal on this is that I have a lot going on right now related not only to the game, but to things in the real world that I wont bother you with, other than to say that the most BOTHERING of which are the facts that Simu wants 250 dollars to restore my highest level character AND the fact that my OTHER high level character was STOLEN from my account while I was away from the game and despite THREE emails to lockout@simutronics.com, I have had no response regarding getting him back. Because of these situations I have become thin skinned, overly critical, and very, very angry, and I guess I've been inflicting that anger and frustration on all of you in my posts.

-----------------------------------
3) I apologize for inflicting myself on you all too suddenly and with too much familiarity.

I discovered Psi Net and these forums and was overjoyed with the idea that here, finally was a place I could vent some frustrations along with the rest of you (who I sat and read all your messages and thought what I had to say would fit in with), have OOC conversations with, actually ask for help on game mechanics without being yelled at by a GM, and maybe reminisce about old times and make plans for newer, even better times. I never expected the backlash of insults. Maybe I'm being too thin skinned, but Im a goody two shoes in real life and a genuine carebear and I don't have much experience in dealing with these type of situations other than physical confrontation or hurt feelings on my part. Maybe I need to 'grow up' a bit more.
----------------------------------------------

4) I apologize To whatshername who I made the parting shot about on Psi net. I still say you were using poor roleplaying tactics in an attempt to attack *ME* rather than my character, in effect telling me how to roleplay my character, but in retrospect I had NO BUSINESS taking my grief with you public, and furthermore you wouldn't have found it necessary to use such thinly roleplayed insults if you didnt have a REAL problem with ME, the player and my chosen method of roleplay. Therefore I will, if I return the character to the game, sit down, shut up, and drop the attempt at roleplay all together since Im apparently so bad at it.
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5) I Apologize that you all seem to have gotten the wrong impression of me.
I am really a nice person, generally well liked in my community, and, I believe, a good person. I tend, both in the games I play, and out, to be a carebear and go out of my way to help people.

On the flip side, this tends to leave me with my ass hanging out emotionally and I get my feelings hurt easily, as you saw today and at the alterers the day before.

I will probably not post here often, to which I bet you are all saying 'oh good', and I don't blame you.

Theres an old saying 'You don't shit where you sleep' and I seem to have done just that.


Again, my apologies for everything, and I will refrain from posting unless I feel I have no choice.

http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a162/DoyleHargraves/internet-soldier.jpg

[Methais]

:lol:

That must be Elanthil01, ready to travel through the Internet to kill you and your family!

http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a162/DoyleHargraves/8468a5a1-1.gif

[Suppa Hobbit Mage]

Dude...

NOTHING is as funny as this.

http://smouch.net/lol/

[TheEschaton]

Ouch. Closing it was almost as much a pita as watching.

[Parkbandit]

you son of a bitch Bill.

[Suppa Hobbit Mage]

Bill: +2

[Snapp]

God damn you! :lol:

[Augie]

Dude...

NOTHING is as funny as this.

http://smouch.net/lol/

Aaaaaargh! You bastard! :P

[Drew]

Dude...

NOTHING is as funny as this.

http://smouch.net/lol/


NoScript Firefox plugin ftw.

[The Ponzzz]

Dude...

NOTHING is as funny as this.

http://smouch.net/lol/

GOD FUCKING DAMNIT!

[Augie]

NoScript Firefox plugin ftw.

:lolwave: I may have to get that plugin after clicking that link!

[Daniel]

GOD FUCKING DAMNIT!

lol

[Asile]

GOD FUCKING DAMNIT!

^^^

Last time I ever click a link you asses post

[Methais]

NoScript Firefox plugin ftw.

Weird. I have NoScript on mine and I still had to deal with that epic rickroll. Not that I mind being rickrolled or anything, but is there a setting I need to change since my NoScript plugin apparently isn't doing its job?

[The Ponzzz]

Yea, that rickroll was fierce. I thought the message boxes were going to loop. I thought the end was near!

[Drew]

Weird. I have NoScript on mine and I still had to deal with that epic rickroll. Not that I mind being rickrolled or anything, but is there a setting I need to change since my NoScript plugin apparently isn't doing its job?

Do you have the "scripts allowed globally" box checked?

[radamanthys]

Fuck. That. Shit.

I'm home at the moment, and my mom just was like, "Hahaha, Did you just get rickrolled?" as she walked by.

[Parkbandit]

Yea, that rickroll was fierce. I thought the message boxes were going to loop. I thought the end was near!

:rofl:

L2<alt><ctrl><del>

[Suppa Hobbit Mage]

Woohoo. My Rickroll is epic. I love these forums, at least folks got a chuckle out of it. I did it to a friend of mine and he was pissed for like 3 hours.

[TheEschaton]

Well, a rickroll is part of teh serious business that is the interwebs.

[Zentoph]

FUCKING ROLLED!

[Gan]

Fuck. That. Shit.

I'm home at the moment, and my mom just was like, "Hahaha, Did you just get rickrolled?" as she walked by.

The fact that your mom knows what rickrolled is and called you out is hillarious x 1000.

:lol:

[Warriorbird]

http://images.coveralia.com/audio/r/Rick_Astley-Greatest_Hits-Frontal.jpg

[Daniel]

Woohoo. My Rickroll is epic. I love these forums, at least folks got a chuckle out of it. I did it to a friend of mine and he was pissed for like 3 hours.

Haha I sent it to like 7 people and they all txted me back like DID YOU JUST SEND ME A VIRUS???!?!?

It kinda sucked.

lol

not.

[Elanthil01]

Well, I feel better now. I think I'm over my emo phase :D

Just heard from someone at Simu today that they are looking seriously into the theft of my char.

Oh..and that cheerleader? that looks like about the average Amish girl where I live.

[Asha]

Ahh I liked the ctr alt del message. I gotta find out how to do that.

[Parkbandit]

Ctrl + Alt + Del does not have the same effect that it used to have.


You can access the task manager.. and force a shut down of individual programs.

[Stanley Burrell]

When Rick Rollin' a bitch-ass gets old, can we shift our attention to http://youtube.com/watch?v=DNT7uZf7lew'ing people? Thanks in advance.

[Gigantuous]

Dude...

NOTHING is as funny as this.

http://smouch.net/lol/

You dick.

[Anebriated]

You dick.

:yeahthat:

[LG422]

Hey Gig...Don't I have a instrument of yours that you lent me?
::topic shift without having read the whole thread::
Is this the way to the Jerry Springer show reunion?

[Gigantuous]

Resurrections ftw:

I dunno, LG. Maybe?

You can keep it. I have no uses for instruments. That must be from when I was trying to figure out a RP before saying fuckit.

[Martaigne]

Dude...

NOTHING is as funny as this.

http://smouch.net/lol/

Die in a fire while drowning in a bucket of excrement. Thank you.

[Doughboy]

...

Who are you?

That was the very first thing that came to my mind....not that I post here often...but I can at least recognize the regulars...

[Alfster]

Man, I got rolled the first time I looked at this a few months back.

And today.

[longshot]

Well, I feel better now. I think I'm over my emo phase :D


That's great.

If you ever have any problems, please know that this is a wonderful and open community that would never mock you.

We welcome you with open arms...

[Miss Ismurii]

Wow. That is all.

[Skeeter]

You were very close to pretty much an identical thread about yourself not too long ago.

[Miss Ismurii]

You were very close to pretty much an identical thread about yourself not too long ago.

No I wasn't. I was and still am very aware of knowing that people are different from the game and in person. Very much like I assume that none of you act like how you do in the thread like you do in person. And I didn't make a huge apology and say I was leaving. And what thread? Because I would like to know where I said sorry and that I am leaving.

[Clove]

Because I would like to know where I said sorry and that I am leaving.So would we. Maybe it was wishful thinking.

[Miss Ismurii]

So would we. Maybe it was wishful thinking.

Most likely.

[DeV]

ROFLROFLDFJVM<ACIKS
X infinity :rofl: :rofl:

[Eoghain]

Wow, when did Zuie write that? :D