Who, is the Real Teeoncy?

[GSLady17]

Well, my plan to come back and start fresh did not work. I thought that saying Teeoncy was bought, would result in people giving her another chance.

I stopped playing well… a year ago today about. I played her once in awhile, but eventually just put her on hold for 6 months.

Why? I ended up moving out of my house and moving in with a friend. This had to be the best thing for me. I no longer was cooped up in my room with nothing to do, being afraid to venture out of my room and running into my father.

How can I explain why I acted the way I did before?

There aren’t any could reasons. Perhaps because I was immature, I started playing, when I was only 10. Perhaps because I was bored, I also had a lot of anger and released it in Gemstone.

In the 8 years I have played, I never once took a break from Gemstone. Until recently, the break I took for almost a year.

In that time, I have had an immense release of stress, hurt, and anger, lifted off of my shoulders.

I wanted a new start. I ended up moving in with my boyfriend, and we have been living together for quite some time now. He has taught me many things. Well let’s put it this way, he doesn’t put up with my shit.

I will admit it; I was scared that those here would bash me knowing I was the same player behind Teeoncy. Well, things did not turn out any better did they? Either way, I am almost positive, that things would have turned out to be very similar indeed.

I am sorry for lying believe it or not. I wanted a new start. However, that was not the way to do it. I apologize.

I am sure many will say to just delete Teeoncy and Kataleena. I’ve had them for eight years, I can not do that. Plus, who will get tower boxes for my picker!

I’ve been trying to make this light; I hope it doesn’t come off looking like I do not care. There is just no good explanation for what I have done. I am sorry.

I would like to be able to have a thread, and have people look at it objectively instead of jumping to the conclusion that no matter what it is, I am being a bitch. I thought this would be a way to achieve it. Again, I am sorry.

To show that I do want to be truthful, I will do as many have asked. I will post a picture of me. They were taken after Graduation, and I just recently turned 18 last Tuesday. So, as kind of a "I am sorry present," I will let people bash on how I loot as well.

I expect people to start bashing and such, so I will just sit back and watch. I deserve it I’m sure. Teeoncy will continue to reside at a table unless she is hunting or is asked for help. I have all the spells she needs at hand.

Again, I am sorry, I wanted a fair chance yet didn’t give you all a fair chance. I don’t know what to do now.

[Edited on 8-7-2005 by GSLady17]

[GSLady17]

Ok, here I am with cousins.

[GSLady17]

Here I am with the flowers my brothers gave me.

[GSLady17]

And last, Myself with my cake.

[GSLady17]

I look dumb in that hat--- beat some of you to that comment at least.

[GSLady17]

By the way, blue thing is honors, and as you can tell by the cake and sort of by my robe, our school colors were black and red.

[Leetahkin]

I never knew you before, and I really don't know you now.
Life is all about making mistakes, but it's actually learning from them that is key.
From the way it sounds, there are some here who will never accept an apology.
You just need to remember that you tried, and can only move forward from there.

Good luck.

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by Nobody Cares
I never knew you before, and I really don't know you now.
Life is all about making mistakes, but it's actually learning from them that is key.
From the way it sounds, there are some here who will never accept an apology.
You just need to remember that you tried, and can only move forward from there.

Good luck.

Thank you, that is how I am trying to look at it as well. I figure all I can do is sit back and take the bashing. I can't stop people from saying things, or say that they are not deserved to be said.

[Shalla]

Deleted my previous post, because I skimmed it. bleh.

Sarah, it is beyond my comprehension why you would use the girl's pic from before. The graduation pics you posted just now, if it is you.. is way more prettier than her. You are beautiful.

Just don't get too attached to men in gemstone.

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by Shalla
Deleted my previous post, because I skimmed it. bleh.

Sarah, it is beyond my comprehension why you would use the girl's pic from before. The graduation pics you posted just now, if it is you.. is way more prettier than her. You are beautiful.

Just don't get too attached to men in gemstone.

My characters will not be dating any men in Gemstone. For once, I feel fully content.

I may have thought that I was in love before, but I always seemed to keep my options open even if I wouldn't admitt it to myself.

This time, I deleted about 30 numbers from my phone (some from GS players, some not.) because flirting with other men, just is..well... I don't know how to explain it. It is a strong emotion. I only want to talk to him.

[GSLady17]

Oh, as for you'r other question, if I were to be honest with myself, I suppose I would say that it was a type of wall I could hide behind. It is easy to sit back and have people bash how you look (Sometimes only because they hate you and want to hurt you) when you know, that it isn't really you.

[fiendwish]

I never had a lot of interaction with Teeoncy, never had any trouble with her though. She struck me as immature, and I don't say that as an insult, just an observation. I have no idea what you did that so many on this forum find unforgivable. Nobody's exactly right though. You've gone out of your way to make amends. That's all you can do. And you're a very pretty girl.

[Chelle]

It is very good of you to apologize. I am one who will give a person another chance if they are genuine in their efforts to be better. Thank you for finally being truthful, and I hope that you are. Everyone makes mistakes, some little, some very bad. Though, as you well know by now, you can't fool these guys here. :D

You're main problem though (other than lying alot) is that you care too much about what other people think. I used to be that way, and I am sure so did lots of other people. I guess that is normal for a teen, to care what your peers think of you, but as you get older you'll be like, to hell with them. I'll do what I need to do, whether they like it or not.

If that is your picture, you're a pretty girl. Not sure why you chose to use someone elses pics before? And congrats to graduating. Good luck and do something positive with your life.

If you are being genuine now, then I see no problem with you posting here at all. There are always lots of fights, and wild topics, and wild colorful posters. It is generally lots of fun. So if someone disagrees with you, try not to throw a fit, because its just the way of things here. Grow some armor-tough thick skin, don a hard hat, and enjoy! :lol:

[StrayRogue]

Trying to incriminate me by saying I was hacking accounts still burns my belly. Atleast you've done the respectful thing and admitted your mistake. However, I somehow doubt you would have if no one had caught on so quickly.

[Gridlock]

yeah there is this tool you can use to remove red eyes on your pictures but its kinda fits how i think of ya.Ive been nice to you every time ive know you and every time youve went psycho on me at some point and time. Never had much flirting interaction with you mayeb that why you went psycho on me.

[Gridlock]

Chelle said"You're main problem though (other than lying alot) is that you care too much about what other people think."

Thats is exactly what i was thinking

[Mistomeer]

I don't know you, and really don't care, but that took some courage, so good for you.

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by Chelle
It is very good of you to apologize. I am one who will give a person another chance if they are genuine in their efforts to be better. Thank you for finally being truthful, and I hope that you are. Everyone makes mistakes, some little, some very bad. Though, as you well know by now, you can't fool these guys here. :D

You're main problem though (other than lying alot) is that you care too much about what other people think. I used to be that way, and I am sure so did lots of other people. I guess that is normal for a teen, to care what your peers think of you, but as you get older you'll be like, to hell with them. I'll do what I need to do, whether they like it or not.

If that is your picture, you're a pretty girl. Not sure why you chose to use someone elses pics before? And congrats to graduating. Good luck and do something positive with your life.

If you are being genuine now, then I see no problem with you posting here at all. There are always lots of fights, and wild topics, and wild colorful posters. It is generally lots of fun. So if someone disagrees with you, try not to throw a fit, because its just the way of things here. Grow some armor-tough thick skin, don a hard hat, and enjoy! :lol:

Thank you for you'r post. You mentioned that I should not care what people here think.

My boyfriend says that every time he see's me on here replying, or reading the threads. But when I say that I should not care, it insults people. It's happened so many times before.

In a way I care, and in a way I remember, it's people I will never meet. Yet, I still care. There are some good people on here. Some might think I do not listen to them/hate them, but I really do listen to what advice they have to give.

I have never been hated like this outside of the internet. I don't know how this all started so long ago. My fault, I am sure. Although, there are some rumors floating that are not true. But that is the same for almost everyone. It's new to me and at times I don't know how to handle it. I am learning though.

[hectomaner]

:hitit:

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by StrayRogue
Trying to incriminate me by saying I was hacking accounts still burns my belly. Atleast you've done the respectful thing and admitted your mistake. However, I somehow doubt you would have if no one had caught on so quickly.

I have to disagree with this. I guess it all goes back to the point that I care what most of you people here think. If I had gotten away with it, and you had eventually realized the changes (Which do take time to see) and had all been like Thank God she was sold!

I am almost positive I would have spoken up and said but I've really changed, it's really me.

Plus, I am a bad liar.

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by Gridlock
yeah there is this tool you can use to remove red eyes on your pictures but its kinda fits how i think of ya.Ive been nice to you every time ive know you and every time youve went psycho on me at some point and time. Never had much flirting interaction with you mayeb that why you went psycho on me.

Could you explain better please? I don't remember you, I just want to remember.

[StrayRogue]

Evidently not. Considering last time you were here, as LdyTeeoncy I did my best to defend you and yet you still tried to say to CT at the time that I was hacking IPs. I agree with the bad liar part.

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by hectomaner
:hitit:


My boyfriend is going to kill me when he finds out I posted those. I only hope it some how well...makes him smile to know that he is the one that has me and no one else does--Forever.

[soenchanting]

Very brave of you to apologize and I'm glad you finally did it. Seems that you are growing up finally. Don't you feel better now you've been honest? I wish you luck.

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by StrayRogue
Evidently not. Considering last time you were here, as LdyTeeoncy I did my best to defend you and yet you still tried to say to CT at the time that I was hacking IPs. I agree with the bad liar part.

That was wrong of me. I went to CT because she was a Mod and I thought she would know the truth or be able to find out about it without me posting to the whole board. All I can say is that I was given the wrong information by someone else and I was scared of you.

It doesn't make what I did right, I am sorry.

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by soenchanting
Very brave of you to apologize and I'm glad you finally did it. Seems that you are growing up finally. Don't you feel better now you've been honest? I wish you luck.


Yes. Now I don't have to hide anything.

Plus now I'm 18, I've been telling that lie for years. :rolleyes: Yeah, I was messed up, I agree. If it was my daughter, 18 or not she'd be in a world of hurt.

Funny thing is though, My real life dad plays Gemstone. He has no clue at all of Teeoncy's rumors and facts. He never checked up on me.

What I needed was an authority figure to throw my computer out the window and ground me for life.

[Chelle]

Originally posted by GSLady17

Originally posted by Chelle
It is very good of you to apologize. I am one who will give a person another chance if they are genuine in their efforts to be better. Thank you for finally being truthful, and I hope that you are. Everyone makes mistakes, some little, some very bad. Though, as you well know by now, you can't fool these guys here. :D

You're main problem though (other than lying alot) is that you care too much about what other people think. I used to be that way, and I am sure so did lots of other people. I guess that is normal for a teen, to care what your peers think of you, but as you get older you'll be like, to hell with them. I'll do what I need to do, whether they like it or not.

If that is your picture, you're a pretty girl. Not sure why you chose to use someone elses pics before? And congrats to graduating. Good luck and do something positive with your life.

If you are being genuine now, then I see no problem with you posting here at all. There are always lots of fights, and wild topics, and wild colorful posters. It is generally lots of fun. So if someone disagrees with you, try not to throw a fit, because its just the way of things here. Grow some armor-tough thick skin, don a hard hat, and enjoy! :lol:

Thank you for you'r post. You mentioned that I should not care what people here think.

My boyfriend says that every time he see's me on here replying, or reading the threads. But when I say that I should not care, it insults people. It's happened so many times before.

In a way I care, and in a way I remember, it's people I will never meet. Yet, I still care. There are some good people on here. Some might think I do not listen to them/hate them, but I really do listen to what advice they have to give.

I have never been hated like this outside of the internet. I don't know how this all started so long ago. My fault, I am sure. Although, there are some rumors floating that are not true. But that is the same for almost everyone. It's new to me and at times I don't know how to handle it. I am learning though.

Honestly, and I may be wrong, I dunno but I doubt anyone here hates you, or has ever hated you. They just hated what you did. Because how can we hate you when we've never met you. So don't worry about it. You seem to be doing good now. You changed but went about telling everyone the wrong way. And I can understand that because Warclad came one here saying he changed, yet he really didn't and he got flack for it. So I can understand your aprehensiveness to say, "hey guess what I changed".

Time will tell though. And some, if not most people on here will need lots of time to adjust and accept. :yes:

[GSLady17]

Honestly, and I may be wrong, I dunno but I doubt anyone here hates you, or has ever hated you. They just hated what you did. Because how can we hate you when we've never met you. So don't worry about it. You seem to be doing good now. You changed but went about telling everyone the wrong way. And I can understand that because Warclad came one here saying he changed, yet he really didn't and he got flack for it. So I can understand your aprehensiveness to say, "hey guess what I changed".

Time will tell though. And some, if not most people on here will need lots of time to adjust and accept.


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I tried to think they didn't hate "Me as a person" as well until they actually started saying that they did or saying detailed ways of how they wanted to kill me in real life.

It's some thing I have said before, "I would never wish death on anyone here."

Every one knows that Spun Girl and I really don't get along. I have the most anger towards her considering I don't know who she is. I am not even aware my characters ever interacted with her. If I knew, I probably wouldn't has so much anger and frusteration. (frustration being key word)

Yet, if we were to find that we lived close and she said, "Hey let's go out for coffee!" I'd be all for it and would have no anger for her in person. I'd be excited.

It's really just frusteration--- Not everyone see's it like I do and it's hard for me to see how they look at things and see it.

Doesn't make me right in how I view it howerver---I'm a big push over in life when you get down to it. I can never stay mad at anyone.

[HarmNone]

Well, I can truthfully say that this thread is a relief. Lies beget lies which beget lies, ad infinitum, ad nauseum. Pretty soon the web is so large you can never escape it. The one sure way NOT to escape it is to invent even more lies. I, for one, sincerely hope you've learned this lesson. You've had your chance to learn it several times in the past, but have failed. Maybe this is your epiphany.

You're going to have trouble here, in all likelihood, despite your admission, Sarah. That's because there has been so much drama created specifically because of your presence, your behaviors, and your lies. If you're going to make it it's going to take time, patience, a VERY thick skin, and an ability to control that infamous temper that ineveitably gets you into trouble. If you can do that, and keep things honest, you may be able to at least dilute the reaction to your past here, and on other forums.

I'm wishing you luck in doing so, not only for these forums but for you, Sarah.

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by HarmNone
Well, I can truthfully say that this thread is a relief. Lies beget lies which beget lies, ad infinitum, ad nauseum. Pretty soon the web is so large you can never escape it. The one sure way NOT to escape it is to invent even more lies. I, for one, sincerely hope you've learned this lesson. You've had your chance to learn it several times in the past, but have failed. Maybe this is your epiphany.

You're going to have trouble here, in all likelihood, despite your admission, Sarah. That's because there has been so much drama created specifically because of your presence, your behaviors, and your lies. If you're going to make it it's going to take time, patience, a VERY thick skin, and an ability to control that infamous temper that ineveitably gets you into trouble. If you can do that, and keep things honest, you may be able to at least dilute the reaction to your past here, and on other forums.

I'm wishing you luck in doing so, not only for these forums but for you, Sarah.


I think I have it under control. It is very easy for me to ignore a thread or even the boards for a day now. A few people even IMed me and asked if I was banned or if I was still posting. I still ignore many threads bashing me recently on here.

[Xandalf]

I briefly posted in your defense several months ago, because I didn't know you and felt you deserved the benefit of the doubt.

I have stayed away completely from the recent topics about you because I always avoid threads like that. I simply have no interest in them.

That said, I always welcome the truth and I thank you for your honesty.
Xandalf won't change how he views Teeoncy, but I have.

Good luck with wherever life leads you.

[GSLady17]

What is really, really, sad is that I have no clue who xandalf is. I don't remember Teeoncy ever interating with him.

I get in a lot of trouble because I don't remember things like that. Usually if people tell me what happened I remember.

[HarmNone]

Ignoring the bashing threads is probably a good option for you, at this point. Another good option is to refuse to respond to the bashing and baiting when it does arise. It goes nowhere, and end by being self-destructive.

Most of the bashing this time has come from the fact that you came in based on yet another lie. That was bound to backfire, and it did. You'd probably have been bashed even if you'd come in as yourself, but at least that bashing would have been based on past actions, and not bring up the possibility that no change has been made. I hope you understand what I'm saying here, and that I'm not bashing you by saying it.

[GSLady17]

It's 9 A.M and I have not slept. I need to sleep now, I'll read when I wake up. Thank you for those who read what I had to say.

[Skirmisher]

HarmNone is just a closet basher. :bleh:

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by HarmNone
Ignoring the bashing threads is probably a good option for you, at this point. Another good option is to refuse to respond to the bashing and baiting when it does arise. It goes nowhere, and end by being self-destructive.

Most of the bashing this time has come from the fact that you came in based on yet another lie. That was bound to backfire, and it did. You'd probably have been bashed even if you'd come in as yourself, but at least that bashing would have been based on past actions, and not bring up the possibility that no change has been made. I hope you understand what I'm saying here, and that I'm not bashing you by saying it.


Yes, I totally do. Knowing I'd be bashed either way is what scared me, I wanted a clean slate. I see now how wrong and dumb that was for me to do. Being scared and wanting to be accepted, can effect how well my judgement is.

Ok, I need to lay down before I fall down. Goodnight everyone.

[Brattt8525]

What puzzles me is why you came back here to lie and say you had bought these characters? You could have simply began posting as just a new person without the long and detailed postings you made talking about how you bought her.

I guess that is what is very confusing to me, it never had to be mentioned no one would have been the wiser. Or you could have not posted at all?

[Gridlock]

Originally posted by GSLady17

Originally posted by Gridlock
yeah there is this tool you can use to remove red eyes on your pictures but its kinda fits how i think of ya.Ive been nice to you every time ive know you and every time youve went psycho on me at some point and time. Never had much flirting interaction with you mayeb that why you went psycho on me.

Could you explain better please? I don't remember you, I just want to remember.
No

[Axhinde]

It takes courage to admit that you lied and apoligize for the way you acted. The good news is at least it can be used as a fresh start if you really want things to change.

[Kainen]

Well.. so the pressure became too much and you decided to stop lying. While other people here will be nice and say nice things, I won't. You shouldn't have lied in the first place, took your lumps and gone on. I can't stand people like you. Instead of going off on you though I'll simply say this.. I formed my opinion about you based on the way you acted here, not who you were before or what you did before.

[Back]

How does anyone know you aren’t lying now? Its a conundrum.

[Showal]

I did bash a little and I made fun too ... but that's not because of your past, that's because of how you acted recently. You came here lying immediately and continued to lie even when it became very very obvious. Since you're trying to be honest now, I won't say anything anymore unless, of course, I see somewhere that you are lying. Just stick to being a normal poster and I'm sure people, for the most part, will not bring up all of this.

[The Cat In The Hat]

... I wouldn't believe that was you if the cake didn't say Sarah simply because of your history and OUR history.

I honestly can not see why you would ever have posted another picture and said it was you, especially the ones you decided to use. You're a very pretty girl, you just need to stop trying to be something you're not just because this is online and "not real".

Yeah, it's online, but there have been alot of friendships made here on the PC, and in Gemstone. I've met some of the greatest people in the world here, gotten to know them and I'm actually now seeing one of them (Not from this board though). I never would have met him otherwise and imagine if I had pretended to be someone else? I would have lost him as soon as he realized I was full of shit.

It's good of you to apologize, I'm with Chelle and her sexy avatar on this one. Now it's up to you to make it work. No more lies, no more harassing people, no more fucking up and you might be able to make a go at this and come away from your time here with a few more friends, and perhaps a few less enemies.

You've played this card before, and I don't give second chances often. Again, it's up to you. You once asked me to forgive you and I made it very clear that I would not. It's been a long time and I simply do not have the compasity to really hate anyone for this length of time. Im not offering friendship, by far... but im offering to wipe the slate.

I'll end with a piece of advice...

Yes, you're a pretty girl, you need to start ACTING like it. Pretty girls generally dont care what other people think because they KNOW they're pretty. They can blush babble and say "Well, I don't think Im all that." all they want, but they still KNOW they're pretty because everyone knows the differance between pretty and ugly. Just dont get stuck up to the point where you're obnoxious. Now, that being said... Pretty on the outside doesn't mean you're automatically pretty on the inside. That's something you (general YOU, not You Sarah) have to work on. Make-up can fix just about any blemish on the surface, you have to make the right choices to fix the blemishes inside.

Babble, babble... Im done rambling.

[Edited on 8-7-2005 by The Cat In The Hat]

[SpunGirl]

Whatever. I agree with Kainen. I have nothing nice to say to you. You are a stupid, immature, thoughtless child. How many times have you apologized on this board and on others for retarded shit you've pulled? Grow the fuck up. Shut down your computer permanently and step away - you're not adult enough to handle it. And that's sad.

-K

[Gridlock]

ilike people here acting like they never told a lie and your so bad for lieing lol. Its cracking me the fuck up.

[CrystalTears]

Wow, am I the only one who remembers her apologizing in this way?

I don't hate you, Sarah, but you have gone out of your way to be such trouble that it's going to take more than a coming out thread of apology for me to see it.

You've lied in other forums, caused strife between people, been hurtful, tried to get people in trouble on the boards, and I kinda find all of that is unforgivable, especially when people HAVE given you many chances, only for you to ruin it with your tantrums at lies.

I gave you a chance to come clean with me. You insulted me, told me I was full of shit, told me that I was making up tricks to deceive you. Right. I'm going to accept this. No way, lady.

You should take yourself up on that offer of thinking maybe you should have Teeoncy date Warclaidhm in the game because you two are meant for each other.

These apology threads mean nothing to me. Until I stop seeing lies, deceit and nasty from you from now, I won't feel differently about you.

[Edited on 8/7/2005 by CrystalTears]

[SpunGirl]

Originally posted by Gridlock
ilike people here acting like they never told a lie and your so bad for lieing lol. Its cracking me the fuck up.

Oh wow, you've been posting here for like 2.5 seconds. Please know what you're talking about or STFU.

-K

[The Cat In The Hat]

I honestly just feel indifferent. Like I said, I just don't have the compasity to hate anyone for this long. Yeah she did and said some pretty shitty things, especially when it came down to verbally attacking my 2 year old daughter just because she knew it would get to me.

[Doyle Hargraves]

Originally posted by hectomaner
:hitit:

:yeahthat:

That aside, the original post gave me Warclaidhm flashbacks.

[Edited on 8-7-2005 by Doyle Hargraves]

[Ilvane]

I will say just that Sarah, I'm glad you admitted who you were. We all knew anyway, so it's better to be honest and just be a part of the community, and be yourself.

I don't believe in holding things against people...it's just plain easier to forgive.

-A

[Kainen]

Originally posted by Gridlock
ilike people here acting like they never told a lie and your so bad for lieing lol. Its cracking me the fuck up.

Lying is one thing.. but pulling the bullshit she pulled is another. And if you can't tell the differance, then you crack me the fuck up.

[Gridlock]

Originally posted by Kainen

Originally posted by Gridlock
ilike people here acting like they never told a lie and your so bad for lieing lol. Its cracking me the fuck up.

Lying is one thing.. but pulling the bullshit she pulled is another. And if you can't tell the differance, then you crack me the fuck up.
I can tell. I didnt say anything about the shit she pulled i said people going on about another person lying like they have never lied before is funny. If you cant read you crack me the fuck up.

Ever heard the one about let he who has not sinned cast the first stone?
While im not jesus freak i think this statement is very usefull.

[SpunGirl]

I've never lied about myself on a message board. Everything I've ever posted here has been, to the best of my knowledge, truthful. So I can fucking drown the bitch in stones if I want.

Non-lethally, of course.

-K

Edited to add that I NEVER have. Haha. Funny typo.

[Edited on 8-7-2005 by SpunGirl]

[Kenn]

Good that you finally fessed up to being some psycho pathological liar. I think you should seek some sort of professional help because you obviously have some issues with acceptance and other typical emo crap.

Would have been nice if you'd have fessed up when, ya know, multiple people caught you in a lie.

[Chelle]

Eeesh, well personally, I feel it isn't necessary to continue to bash the person without at least, giving the person the chance to change. It's not like she murdered someone or anything.

She lied alot. She's said some pretty rotten things, but it seems to me she's trying to make amends. Maybe I am being naive, and maybe in a month or two I'll be eating my words, but hey at least I can say I gave the person a genuine chance.

I do believe after a while there comes a time when the chances are all used up, however.

People were accepting of Bob and his antics because he's a "kid". Well, so is/was Sarah. It works both ways.

Again, only time will tell.

:shrug:

[Kenn]

Originally posted by Chelle
Eeesh, well personally, I feel it isn't necessary to continue to bash the person without at least, giving the person the chance to change.

Wait, this is just part of her track record of emo shit. I'm an asshole and will probably always be an asshole. She said she took a break for a year, that was 1 year to change how she acted. She didn't, and probably won't.

[SpunGirl]

And PS, why is this thread in character complaints? Unless she's complaining about herself for being so ridiculous.

-K

[Chelle]

Originally posted by Kenn

Originally posted by Chelle
Eeesh, well personally, I feel it isn't necessary to continue to bash the person without at least, giving the person the chance to change.

Wait, this is just part of her track record of emo shit. I'm an asshole and will probably always be an asshole. She said she took a break for a year, that was 1 year to change how she acted. She didn't, and probably won't.

You're probably right, of course, but we don't know yet. And it's a persons right to be an asshole if they wish. :lol: Though as she's not done anything personally to me other than well lie on here then it isn't something I will waste my time hating and harping on.

I happen to like everyone on here past and present, asshole or not. 'Cuz that's what makes this place so interesting. All of us and our bitchyness and crazy quirks.

Edited to add: Though, if she had said anything about my child like she did TCitH, then I would undoubtedly be waaay less forgiving. I am still pissed off about that part though because I :heart: TCitH.

[Edited on 8-7-2005 by Chelle]

[SpunGirl]

Originally posted by Chelle

I happen to like everyone on here past and present, asshole or not. 'Cuz that's what makes this place so interesting. All of us and our bitchyness and crazy quirks.

I agree with you there, Chelle. We've had disagreements in the past, but it's all cool. The difference is that neither of us (and thankfully the majority of people here) don't pull shit on the magnitude that Teeoncy does. She's right up there with Klaive, Warclaidhm, Seanydigital... the people who return time and time again and never change. And don't just fib or make up a little story, but tell lies on a massive scale.

I do believe people can change, but I also believe there's something wrong with Teeoncy's player on a deep level. She seeks approval, and when that doesn't work, ANY kind of attention. And we all like approval, and we all like attention, but the difference is that she gets it by telling big fat lies, and then crying a few crocodile tears with a big apology for the sympathy vote.

And she does it over and over again. I, for one, have had enough.

-K

[crazymage]

told you she was just misunderstood!

[Tisket]

<<People were accepting of Bob and his antics because he's a "kid". Well, so is/was Sarah. It works both ways. >>


I don't think the two are comparable at all.

[Brattt8525]

She says she has changed, but came in with all the glory of a lie. If she had really changed and wanted a clean slate etc then why would she have come back with the new plan of saying she was not even the real Teeoncy?

She came back doing the very thing she did in the past, yet says she has changed? :thinking:

[The Cat In The Hat]

Originally posted by Chelle

Edited to add: Though, if she had said anything about my child like she did TCitH, then I would undoubtedly be waaay less forgiving. I am still pissed off about that part though because I :heart: TCitH.

[Edited on 8-7-2005 by Chelle]


Awww I :heart: you too! The whole thing pissed me off to no end at the time because you just don't fuck with someones daughter. We protect our young.

It comes down to this basically. She doesn't know me, she doesn't know my daughter so there's simply no basis for anything she said. And I know it's not true just as anyone that knows me knows.

I'm also a firm believer in what goes around comes around. Karma tends to take care of things on it's own, in it's own time and it's own way.

[SpunGirl]

Originally posted by The Cat In The Hat
I'm also a firm believer in what goes around comes around. Karma tends to take care of things on it's own, in it's own time and it's own way.

This is true. Which inspires me to an idea!

-K

[The Cat In The Hat]

Originally posted by SpunGirl

Originally posted by The Cat In The Hat
I'm also a firm believer in what goes around comes around. Karma tends to take care of things on it's own, in it's own time and it's own way.

This is true. Which inspires me to an idea!

-K


Ack! I will not be a part of any of your twisted plans! The hair on my legs is still growing back in patches from the last time.

[Edited on 8-7-2005 by The Cat In The Hat]

[Vixen]

Can't you just picture Spun doing this evil laugh when she says things like that... or is it just me?

[The Cat In The Hat]

Originally posted by Vixen
Can't you just picture Spun doing this evil laugh when she says things like that... or is it just me?

I never picture her laughing any other way, reguardless of the topic.

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by Kainen
Well.. so the pressure became too much and you decided to stop lying. While other people here will be nice and say nice things, I won't. You shouldn't have lied in the first place, took your lumps and gone on. I can't stand people like you. Instead of going off on you though I'll simply say this.. I formed my opinion about you based on the way you acted here, not who you were before or what you did before.


Not pressure, guilt. The one I feel the worst about is CT.

[SpunGirl]

Originally posted by The Cat In The Hat

Originally posted by Vixen
Can't you just picture Spun doing this evil laugh when she says things like that... or is it just me?

I never picture her laughing any other way, reguardless of the topic.

:lol:

That's funny! I'm going to work on my evil cackle. One night you're going to get a phone call and be scared out of sleep by bone-chilling laughter... MUAH!

-K

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by The Cat In The Hat
... I wouldn't believe that was you if the cake didn't say Sarah simply because of your history and OUR history.

I honestly can not see why you would ever have posted another picture and said it was you, especially the ones you decided to use. You're a very pretty girl, you just need to stop trying to be something you're not just because this is online and "not real".

Yeah, it's online, but there have been alot of friendships made here on the PC, and in Gemstone. I've met some of the greatest people in the world here, gotten to know them and I'm actually now seeing one of them (Not from this board though). I never would have met him otherwise and imagine if I had pretended to be someone else? I would have lost him as soon as he realized I was full of shit.

It's good of you to apologize, I'm with Chelle and her sexy avatar on this one. Now it's up to you to make it work. No more lies, no more harassing people, no more fucking up and you might be able to make a go at this and come away from your time here with a few more friends, and perhaps a few less enemies.

You've played this card before, and I don't give second chances often. Again, it's up to you. You once asked me to forgive you and I made it very clear that I would not. It's been a long time and I simply do not have the compasity to really hate anyone for this length of time. Im not offering friendship, by far... but im offering to wipe the slate.

I'll end with a piece of advice...

Yes, you're a pretty girl, you need to start ACTING like it. Pretty girls generally dont care what other people think because they KNOW they're pretty. They can blush babble and say "Well, I don't think Im all that." all they want, but they still KNOW they're pretty because everyone knows the differance between pretty and ugly. Just dont get stuck up to the point where you're obnoxious. Now, that being said... Pretty on the outside doesn't mean you're automatically pretty on the inside. That's something you (general YOU, not You Sarah) have to work on. Make-up can fix just about any blemish on the surface, you have to make the right choices to fix the blemishes inside.

Babble, babble... Im done rambling.

[Edited on 8-7-2005 by The Cat In The Hat]

I have a different attitude this time. Before, when people said no, they would not forgive me at all, I thought well, why not just forget it then, if Teeoncy is hated thats one thing, If I am hated might as well keep ticking people off if it doesn't matter either way.

This time I realize I can't please everyone. But just one person sticking it out and seeing how I intend to act, is worth it.

It isn't just for everyone else---also for me.

Thank you though, it means a lot to me that you personally would say that.

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by CrystalTears
Wow, am I the only one who remembers her apologizing in this way?

I don't hate you, Sarah, but you have gone out of your way to be such trouble that it's going to take more than a coming out thread of apology for me to see it.

You've lied in other forums, caused strife between people, been hurtful, tried to get people in trouble on the boards, and I kinda find all of that is unforgivable, especially when people HAVE given you many chances, only for you to ruin it with your tantrums at lies.

I gave you a chance to come clean with me. You insulted me, told me I was full of shit, told me that I was making up tricks to deceive you. Right. I'm going to accept this. No way, lady.

You should take yourself up on that offer of thinking maybe you should have Teeoncy date Warclaidhm in the game because you two are meant for each other.

These apology threads mean nothing to me. Until I stop seeing lies, deceit and nasty from you from now, I won't feel differently about you.

[Edited on 8/7/2005 by CrystalTears]


In game and out, only one person for me.

[SpunGirl]

Originally posted by GSLady17


In game and out, only one person for me.

Is this the guy you claimed you were engaged to but then you were "seeing other people?"

Seriously, just stop posting and go away. No matter what you say, people will pick it apart and compare it to things you've said in the past, laughing as they try to sort the truth from the bullshit. If you think you've earned some kind of trustworthiness now with your "apology," well, no.

-K

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by The Cat In The Hat
I honestly just feel indifferent. Like I said, I just don't have the compasity to hate anyone for this long. Yeah she did and said some pretty shitty things, especially when it came down to verbally attacking my 2 year old daughter just because she knew it would get to me.



I swear to god--On everything I have. I did not mean to call your daughter a whore. If it came out wrong, and sounded like I did, then I apologize very very much.

Not that it makes me look any better, but I was trying to call you a whore. I don't remember my exact words but I remember what I was trying to say.

I feel sorry for your daughter who is going to have a whore as a mother.

I feel bad for even wanting to say that. It's just as bad. I am sure I was riled up, that was many years ago. Wow, now that I think about it, that was when I was like 13-14. (Unless I totally lost track of time)

Wow, amazing how time goes by.

But being riled up, well, we all know my grammar and spelling has not been the best. Being riled just made it worse I am sure and probably why it was hard to understand what I was saying exactly, or meant to say.

I wish so much that I could take it back. I am truley sorry about this.

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by Ilvane
I will say just that Sarah, I'm glad you admitted who you were. We all knew anyway, so it's better to be honest and just be a part of the community, and be yourself.

I don't believe in holding things against people...it's just plain easier to forgive.

-A


I agree with that. Probably why I can't ever stay mad or hate anyone. Less energy to hate someone then to either like them, or be indifferent, or honestly, to ignore them.

And it takes a lot less energy for myself to try and tick people off just because I have resentment and anger myself.

The resentment and anger has been replaced by frusteration for a few people, but atleast it is a start.

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by SpunGirl
I've never lied about myself on a message board. Everything I've ever posted here has been, to the best of my knowledge, truthful. So I can fucking drown the bitch in stones if I want.

Non-lethally, of course.

-K

Edited to add that I NEVER have. Haha. Funny typo.

[Edited on 8-7-2005 by SpunGirl]


Well atleast you quit saying you want to kill me in RL. Thank you for that. I understand you hate me and everything. I will try and leave you alone as best as I can.

[SpunGirl]

When did I say I wanted to kill you IRL?

-K

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by Kenn
Good that you finally fessed up to being some psycho pathological liar. I think you should seek some sort of professional help because you obviously have some issues with acceptance and other typical emo crap.

Would have been nice if you'd have fessed up when, ya know, multiple people caught you in a lie.


I did need proffessional help for a shit load of things. I am not ashaimed to say it. One day, I will need it for other personal things.

But for now, those personal things will not be effecting how I post. I am now my own person. **Three cheers for being 18***

I can do anything I want (within reason) and I don't have to be scared. That can be a big difference.

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by Chelle
Eeesh, well personally, I feel it isn't necessary to continue to bash the person without at least, giving the person the chance to change. It's not like she murdered someone or anything.

She lied alot. She's said some pretty rotten things, but it seems to me she's trying to make amends. Maybe I am being naive, and maybe in a month or two I'll be eating my words, but hey at least I can say I gave the person a genuine chance.

I do believe after a while there comes a time when the chances are all used up, however.

People were accepting of Bob and his antics because he's a "kid". Well, so is/was Sarah. It works both ways.

Again, only time will tell.

:shrug:


Even if you do end up eating your words, you are right, being the bigger person does make you a better person.

I doubt I would end up doing someone to you personally if I did end up "not being changed."


Ok, I'll be more honest then ever right now.

Like with kataleena, I did not feel the urge at all to bring Teeoncy in to help like I did before. (and always did.)

I no longer get so angry I want to scream while reading some members posts.

But how do I know that I have changed for sure?

In a week, I could start feeling those old emotions again. I really doubt it though. All I can say is that I will try my hardest.

I won't be doing anything mean or bad to anyone, but I have no clue if there is a post able to set me off or not. I really do doubt it though.

I hope that made sense.

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by SpunGirl
And PS, why is this thread in character complaints? Unless she's complaining about herself for being so ridiculous.

-K


Because I knew people wold complain, I didn't know where else to put it. If it doesn't belong here, some one can move it if it is a distraction.

[The Cat In The Hat]

Originally posted by GSLady17

Originally posted by The Cat In The Hat
I honestly just feel indifferent. Like I said, I just don't have the compasity to hate anyone for this long. Yeah she did and said some pretty shitty things, especially when it came down to verbally attacking my 2 year old daughter just because she knew it would get to me.



I swear to god--On everything I have. I did not mean to call your daughter a whore. If it came out wrong, and sounded like I did, then I apologize very very much.

Not that it makes me look any better, but I was trying to call you a whore. I don't remember my exact words but I remember what I was trying to say.

I feel sorry for your daughter who is going to have a whore as a mother.

I feel bad for even wanting to say that. It's just as bad. I am sure I was riled up, that was many years ago. Wow, now that I think about it, that was when I was like 13-14. (Unless I totally lost track of time)

Wow, amazing how time goes by.

But being riled up, well, we all know my grammar and spelling has not been the best. Being riled just made it worse I am sure and probably why it was hard to understand what I was saying exactly, or meant to say.

I wish so much that I could take it back. I am truley sorry about this.


Well, your timing is off because it was about 2 years ago. It was around the time Gothique was married to Raszagar (he left the game or they would still be together) and GS4 came out.

Honestly I still don't understand why you decided to personally attack me when the only thing I did was refuse to give you Sergey's AIM after he told me not to.

As a rule I never give out peoples AIM because I wouldn't want someone to give mine out. So I asked him and he told me to ask you what you wanted, which I did. Case closed.

Either way, im beyond caring at this point simply because it's stupid to waste my energy on it. You have your forgiveness in the form of a clean slate in game, and I won't personally say anything to you out of game.

Don't fuck this up Sarah. Maybe if others see you can actually stick to this and behave you might actually make some friends.

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by Brattt8525
She says she has changed, but came in with all the glory of a lie. If she had really changed and wanted a clean slate etc then why would she have come back with the new plan of saying she was not even the real Teeoncy?

She came back doing the very thing she did in the past, yet says she has changed? :thinking:


Because I tried to do that before and people didn't care, said a lot of things about me being a liar etc. A lot like how some are reacting this time.

But this time I realize just because I cant please everyone I should piss everyone off to get them back, every person that gives me a chance is worth a million others who bash me. This time it's for me as well, I won't be giving up and getting angry.

[SpunGirl]

Grudingly, I do have to say you've endured four pages so far of crap without reverting to your old habits (as far as we know).

But remind me again where I said I wanted to kill you IRL?

-K

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by The Cat In The Hat

Originally posted by Chelle

Edited to add: Though, if she had said anything about my child like she did TCitH, then I would undoubtedly be waaay less forgiving. I am still pissed off about that part though because I :heart: TCitH.

[Edited on 8-7-2005 by Chelle]


Awww I :heart: you too! The whole thing pissed me off to no end at the time because you just don't fuck with someones daughter. We protect our young.

It comes down to this basically. She doesn't know me, she doesn't know my daughter so there's simply no basis for anything she said. And I know it's not true just as anyone that knows me knows.

I'm also a firm believer in what goes around comes around. Karma tends to take care of things on it's own, in it's own time and it's own way.


I totally agree, and hope that you will read my post where I explained. I'd never say anything about children. They are often punished for their parents being dumb or wrong. (not that you are either)

But I understand that, and would never do that to a child intentionally. I was probably pissed off at my parents at the time. Which is why I said/meant to say I felt sorry for your daughter. I am very sorry again.

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by SpunGirl

Originally posted by GSLady17


In game and out, only one person for me.

Is this the guy you claimed you were engaged to but then you were "seeing other people?"

Seriously, just stop posting and go away. No matter what you say, people will pick it apart and compare it to things you've said in the past, laughing as they try to sort the truth from the bullshit. If you think you've earned some kind of trustworthiness now with your "apology," well, no.

-K

People here I trust, and people here have said I will be tolerated until I prove other wise. I am not giving up like before due to being angry and pissed off at the world.

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by SpunGirl
When did I say I wanted to kill you IRL?

-K


Since I can't quote it or site it and have a headache and don't care to look, (I got less then 4 hours of sleep) I will withraw that comment. I apologize.

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by The Cat In The Hat

Originally posted by GSLady17

Originally posted by The Cat In The Hat
I honestly just feel indifferent. Like I said, I just don't have the compasity to hate anyone for this long. Yeah she did and said some pretty shitty things, especially when it came down to verbally attacking my 2 year old daughter just because she knew it would get to me.



I swear to god--On everything I have. I did not mean to call your daughter a whore. If it came out wrong, and sounded like I did, then I apologize very very much.

Not that it makes me look any better, but I was trying to call you a whore. I don't remember my exact words but I remember what I was trying to say.

I feel sorry for your daughter who is going to have a whore as a mother.

I feel bad for even wanting to say that. It's just as bad. I am sure I was riled up, that was many years ago. Wow, now that I think about it, that was when I was like 13-14. (Unless I totally lost track of time)

Wow, amazing how time goes by.

But being riled up, well, we all know my grammar and spelling has not been the best. Being riled just made it worse I am sure and probably why it was hard to understand what I was saying exactly, or meant to say.

I wish so much that I could take it back. I am truley sorry about this.


Well, your timing is off because it was about 2 years ago. It was around the time Gothique was married to Raszagar (he left the game or they would still be together) and GS4 came out.

Honestly I still don't understand why you decided to personally attack me when the only thing I did was refuse to give you Sergey's AIM after he told me not to.

As a rule I never give out peoples AIM because I wouldn't want someone to give mine out. So I asked him and he told me to ask you what you wanted, which I did. Case closed.

Either way, im beyond caring at this point simply because it's stupid to waste my energy on it. You have your forgiveness in the form of a clean slate in game, and I won't personally say anything to you out of game.

Don't fuck this up Sarah. Maybe if others see you can actually stick to this and behave you might actually make some friends.


Probably because I was a bitch, dumb, confused, and needed help in more ways then one honestly.

Thank you though, I didn't remember when it started or why.

[Artha]

I think if you were really, honestly sincere, you'd stop making excuses. That's all you've done throughout this thread, is make excuses.

[GSLady17]

I have also said that it does not make me any better---like with the Cat in the Hat topic.

I also said in the first post that there was nothing good enough to explain why I acted the way I did.

I also stated for something I did that I did it probably because I was angry, dumb and needed help.

I admitted I needed help more then once at the time.

I am sorry if it sounds like I am making excuses. There are just thinks like for example, the Cat in the Hat that I wanted to explain. I did not want her to think I'd say anything like that about a 2 year old. I wanted her to know it personally, not just saying it for everyone.

[The Cat In The Hat]

Perhaps she does have excuses. I know I certainly have them for my behavior at certain times. You can either choose to give them or choose to not give them. She aparently chooses to give them.

She has said several times though that there was no excuse for certain actions, then seemed to try to psychoanalyze what the cause MAY have been.

You simply need to stand back and assess things. yeah she caused alot of trouble and there's good reason for some, including me to never forgive her. Honestly I think that if *I* can stop hating her, anyone can. Granted I don't know every little problem she's caused every person she's ever come up against, but I think that's a pretty fair statement all things considered.

Here's what you do. Stop bashing her, stop considering her. Stop reacting to even the simplest post she makes with some form of retaliation or comment reguarding who she is and take the posts at face value for a while.

The "old" Sarah will eventually show her colors if she didn't change. We all know this from her history. If she did, then great, perhaps she finally did realize her actions were actually causing people not to like her.

How about we just let her exist and leave it at that for a while. Call it a science project if you want.

[Doyle Hargraves]

I think the best approach would be to not give a fuck about anything at all.

Works wonders for me.

[HarmNone]

Originally posted by GSLady17
Because I tried to do that before and people didn't care, said a lot of things about me being a liar etc. A lot like how some are reacting this time.

But this time I realize just because I cant please everyone I should piss everyone off to get them back, every person that gives me a chance is worth a million others who bash me. This time it's for me as well, I won't be giving up and getting angry.

You have to realize, Sarah, that until you have proven otherwise, you ARE a liar. That's what you've done on this message board, and that's what you've done on other message boards. You've lied. That, and the insults and pain you've caused others, doesn't just go away. It takes quite awhile to live down the results. Sometimes, the results can be lived down and sometimes they can't. In this case, I guess we'll have to see.

[CrystalTears]

Fool me once, shame on you, fool me once, shame on me. And I'll be damned I'll be fooled for a third time.

Had she been out of the boards or the game for a few months or a year, I'd be inclined to believe that there could have been a change. However she was banned from 4D only a couple of months ago, to which she went to SR and stomped her foot in protest that we were her guinea pigs to her internet plan to cause havoc because it was fun. A month or so later she was banned from there too. So yeah, it's all too fresh for me still.

I'll refrain from making comments as she has confessed to something we knew all along. I'll be civil to her on the boards. But I swear, the second that she starts up her antics and people defend her, I won't stand for it.

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by HarmNone

Originally posted by GSLady17
Because I tried to do that before and people didn't care, said a lot of things about me being a liar etc. A lot like how some are reacting this time.

But this time I realize just because I cant please everyone I should piss everyone off to get them back, every person that gives me a chance is worth a million others who bash me. This time it's for me as well, I won't be giving up and getting angry.

You have to realize, Sarah, that until you have proven otherwise, you ARE a liar. That's what you've done on this message board, and that's what you've done on other message boards. You've lied. That, and the insults and pain you've caused others, doesn't just go away. It takes quite awhile to live down the results. Sometimes, the results can be lived down and sometimes they can't. In this case, I guess we'll have to see.

Oh, I totally agree with you. I don't think anyone should trust me. I wouldn't if I were them. But those who are willing to tolerate me until it is shown if I have changed or not, well, that is something I would do/try to do.

I just meant that this time, it's for me as well, so I am not giving up when people still wish to bash me and not give me a chance. Those that tolerate me--Well its worth it to me to change for them and myself.

[Gridlock]

i agree with Doyle 100%

also everyone on these bordes is a liar so calling people liar is really stupid imo

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by CrystalTears
Fool me once, shame on you, fool me once, shame on me. And I'll be damned I'll be fooled for a third time.

Had she been out of the boards or the game for a few months or a year, I'd be inclined to believe that there could have been a change. However she was banned from 4D only a couple of months ago, to which she went to SR and stomped her foot in protest that we were her guinea pigs to her internet plan to cause havoc because it was fun. A month or so later she was banned from there too. So yeah, it's all too fresh for me still.

I'll refrain from making comments as she has confessed to something we knew all along. I'll be civil to her on the boards. But I swear, the second that she starts up her antics and people defend her, I won't stand for it.


Lilith Posted: Aug 7 2005, 01:38 PM


Teeoncy


Group: Adventurers
Posts: 491
Member No.: 17
Joined: 29-May 04

Warn: (10%)

How is everyone?


I wasn't banned, just stopped posting. Realized I didn't want to do that anymore.

You have a right to be angry with me.

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by Doyle Hargraves
I think the best approach would be to not give a fuck about anything at all.

Works wonders for me.


That is part of the reason I got into this mess.

[Nieninque]

Originally posted by GSLady17

Originally posted by Doyle Hargraves
I think the best approach would be to not give a fuck about anything at all.

Works wonders for me.


That is part of the reason I got into this mess.

Not true...if you didnt care you wouldnt have lied and done all the stupid shit you did, just to GET people to like you

[CrystalTears]

Originally posted by GSLady17
Lilith Posted: Aug 7 2005, 01:38 PM


Teeoncy


Group: Adventurers
Posts: 491
Member No.: 17
Joined: 29-May 04

Warn: (10%)

How is everyone?


I wasn't banned, just stopped posting. Realized I didn't want to do that anymore.

You have a right to be angry with me.

*sigh*


Originally posted by Divinity
Ok, that Barbie poster just made me snort-laugh.

Anyways..

I feel I'm sort of to blame here. I did ban her for about 2 weeks for trolling and starting her crap on the SR. I guess she felt the need to come here. :weird:

I give up.

[Edited on 8/7/2005 by CrystalTears]

[HarmNone]

Originally posted by Gridlock
i agree with Doyle 100%

also everyone on these bordes is a liar so calling people liar is really stupid imo

Probably a good idea to be careful with those blanket statements. Not EVERYBODY is ANYTHING. ;)

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by Nieninque

Originally posted by GSLady17

Originally posted by Doyle Hargraves
I think the best approach would be to not give a fuck about anything at all.

Works wonders for me.


That is part of the reason I got into this mess.

Not true...if you didnt care you wouldnt have lied and done all the stupid shit you did, just to GET people to like you

I meant in the first place. 8 years ago.

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by CrystalTears

Originally posted by GSLady17
Lilith Posted: Aug 7 2005, 01:38 PM


Teeoncy


Group: Adventurers
Posts: 491
Member No.: 17
Joined: 29-May 04

Warn: (10%)

How is everyone?


I wasn't banned, just stopped posting. Realized I didn't want to do that anymore.

You have a right to be angry with me.

*sigh*


Originally posted by Divinity
Ok, that Barbie poster just made me snort-laugh.

Anyways..

I feel I'm sort of to blame here. I did ban her for about 2 weeks for trolling and starting her crap on the SR. I guess she felt the need to come here. :weird:

I give up.

[Edited on 8/7/2005 by CrystalTears]


Oh, that is actually kind of funny. I don't doubt it happened at all. I must have stopped posting right after she did it though because I never once went there and learned that I was banned.

I did go to 4 D and learned I was banned though.

I'm sorry I didn't realize it. I'll retract my statement then.

[SpunGirl]

I'm more inclined to trust Divinity. When she said she was going to chill out and change her style, she did. She proved herself. At least here, I don't know about SR.

-K

[SpunGirl]

Originally posted by Gridlock
i agree with Doyle 100%

also everyone on these bordes is a liar so calling people liar is really stupid imo

I challenge you to find a single post on these boards in which I have lied.

-K

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by SpunGirl
I'm more inclined to trust Divinity. When she said she was going to chill out and change her style, she did. She proved herself. At least here, I don't know about SR.

-K


My post above yours explains. I did't mean to call her a liar. Nor, do I believe he is a liar. I simply just never realized I had been banned. I got a PM a bit ago saying I had to cool it or something But I must have stopped posting when I was banned without even realizing it.

If you check all my posts there, they are spaced oddly, I usually will post 5 or so posts and then disapear for days to weeks.

[SpunGirl]

Originally posted by GSLady17



My post above yours explains. I did't mean to call her a liar. Nor, do I believe he is a liar. I simply just never realized I had been banned. I got a PM a bit ago saying I had to cool it or something But I must have stopped posting when I was banned without even realizing it.



This is the second time in this thread you've had to make a retraction because you've opened your mouth and made some silly claim. I've been wrong in the past too, but I think you're getting a little too emotional and that's causing you to make claims like that I wanted to kill you IRL. Slow down. Or the old Sarah will come back.

-K

[GSLady17]

Emotional? I'm eating a big and tasty from Mc Donalds.


You claimed Zena was me and argued for many posts and turned out wrong.

If I post something that is not correct and it is pointed out I will retract it and apologize. I don't do it to lie or because I am emotional.

You, me, everyone makes mistakes. What makes up for it, in my opinion, is admitting you were wrong.

[SpunGirl]

Originally posted by GSLady17
Emotional? I'm eating a big and tasty from Mc Donalds.

You claimed Zena was me and argued for many posts and turned out wrong.



:lol: There was a helluva lot more circumstantial evidence surrounding my theory about cajunlady. And yes, I was wrong, and I readily admitted it.

You, on the other hand, got pissed off with me and blurted out something about how I wanted to kill you IRL. WTF, exactly, was your basis for that? You had none. It was an emotional response, just like your automatic claim that Divinity was wrong.

-K

[crazymage]

i dont make mistakes!

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by SpunGirl

Originally posted by GSLady17
Emotional? I'm eating a big and tasty from Mc Donalds.

You claimed Zena was me and argued for many posts and turned out wrong.



:lol: There was a helluva lot more circumstantial evidence surrounding my theory about cajunlady. And yes, I was wrong, and I readily admitted it.

You, on the other hand, got pissed off with me and blurted out something about how I wanted to kill you IRL. WTF, exactly, was your basis for that? You had none. It was an emotional response, just like your automatic claim that Divinity was wrong.

-K


I didn't get pissed. I was thanking you. I thought in a way, you were being nice. I guess I understood you wrong, I'm sorry.

If she posted in this thread before I said I wasn't banned I am sorry I didn't see it.

I did not in any way shape or form mean to call her a liar. I had no clue she was even kurapira.

I said I hadn't been banned, based on my knowledge.

I admitt that I am wrong, I am sorry.

So, I was banned from the 4D and temporarily from SR to sum things up.

[SpunGirl]

I'm sure you realize now, an hour or so later, that the way to "thank" someone is not to accuse them of saying something they did not, in fact, say.

You have a long way to go.

-K

[Jolena]

:popcorn2:

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by SpunGirl
I'm sure you realize now, an hour or so later, that the way to "thank" someone is not to accuse them of saying something they did not, in fact, say.

You have a long way to go.

-K

I'm sorry, I went with my boyfriend and picked up something to eat. I then, didn't reply while I was eating until I was almost through. (I eat slow.)

I did put up my away message though! I should have closed the forums.

[Vesi]

What's 4D?

No Sarah comment from me for now.


Vesi

[cajunlady]

Well, I had made it a point not to get in on this topic because I wouldn't participate in the bad, *and I wouldn't lie by defending*, but I see something good happening and I have to say how proud I am of you, Sara. For those of you wondering how I could befriend her before,... I believed in her ability to be honest. She was honest with me when our characters "met". She was very straightforward about what she had done, that she had been wrong to do it, and she had many enemies as a result. I told her I wouldn't take on her enemies, and also told her I could deal with her player being young as long as she didn't act it *insert immature* and our characters skipped on their merry way. It didn't take long for someone to pull me aside and say "run! you do NOT want this". I being very stubborn refused. Then I came by chance to this site. And I saw what she was attempting to have people believe, and starting encouraging her to come clean, and that it was a painfully obvious lie to boot. She asked me not to "out" her and I consented but was very uncomfortable so I am VERY happy this is out in the open.
Sara, don't feel like you have to defend every single thing. I can use that advice myself *heh*, think I'll take it. Accentuate the positive, eliminate the negative. Stay truthful. It's ok to not agree with someone or not be agreed with... it is impossible to have everyone like you. Took me a long time myself to realize that, and I think you're on your way to it, good job!
I again just want to say, proud of you! You did the right thing. Keep it up!
*hugs kiddo*

[Snapp]

Originally posted by Vesi
What's 4D?

No Sarah comment from me for now.


Vesi
It's another message board. 4th Dimension.

[Vesi]

Originally posted by Snapp

Originally posted by Vesi
What's 4D?

No Sarah comment from me for now.


Vesi
It's another message board. 4th Dimension.

Thanks Snapp!

[Leetahkin]

A few things.

There are people who subconsciously lie. I'm not sure if you are one of them. If you are, you really need to try to make a conscious effort not to lie. And if you do post something that is a lie, I hope you are able to come right back and say "You know, I caught myself in a lie. Here's the truth..." It's much easier for you to admit a lie than for someone else to call you on it.

Another thing. When my dad visited me recently, he gave me some good advice. I made a mistake while driving, took a wrong turn because I didn't have the full directions, etc. I felt really stupid, and when my dad mentioned it to me, I went on the defensive. I felt I needed to sit there and explain why I went the way I did. When we got to the destination, with me a bit frazzled, he pulled me aside. He told me that I don't owe anyone a reason for what I do, except myself. That I should have laughed it off, come back with a witty remark.

I, like you, always feel like I have to explain myself, my actions. It's something I have always done. But after that, I am more aware of when I do it. And stop myself when I can.

I hope this helps you.

[GSLady17]

I just hate when people assume things or when I really mess up, but since it's been passed around, the story about me messing up, turns and twists so that it is worse, or there are just incorrect facts.

Then, there is the fact that anyone could come on hear and spout anything they want. They would be believed over me even if they have never been heard of simply because of my past. So that makes it hard.

But you are right. I am just scared that if I come back with those witty comments, people will look at it differently and I'll be lynched.

[GSLady17]

And Thank you Zen I'm glad you let me tell it for myself. It's something I needed to do.

[Gridlock]

Originally posted by SpunGirl

Originally posted by Gridlock
i agree with Doyle 100%

also everyone on these bordes is a liar so calling people liar is really stupid imo

I challenge you to find a single post on these boards in which I have lied.

-K
I challenge you to prove you have never lied

[Artha]

I challenge you to prove you have never lied
You're making mountains out of molehills with arguments that are impossible to answer. I challenge you to prove you've never been a hypocrite.

[longshot]

Originally posted by Gridlock

I challenge you to prove you have never lied

Eat a dick.

Seriously.

How the hell can you come in here and call a everyone on the boards a liar?

[Gridlock]

Originally posted by longshot

Originally posted by Gridlock

I challenge you to prove you have never lied

Eat a dick.

Seriously.

How the hell can you come in here and call a everyone on the boards a liar?
i didnt mean on the boards i ment in genral everyone has lied some time or another.

[Stunseed]

< i didnt mean on the boards i ment in genral everyone has lied some time or another. >

I challenge you to use spell check.

[Jenisi]

This thread makes me cringe.

[ElanthianSiren]

I agree with Jenisi.

I understand why the thread had to be made from Sarah's point of view, but after five pages of people arguing her apology's merit back and forth, I don't think anyone's stopped to think that if she's hung on this long, she's going to keep hanging on, despite what anyone here thinks of her. That means that our sanction or rejection of her apology doesn't mean anything.

So :shrug: here's to nothing: :cheers:

-M

[Nieninque]

The worst part of it all is that now we have another "reformed" fuckwit that is going to make banal threads and be Miss Message Board 2005 after slating everyone and everything for ages and then saying sorry.

Woopie fucking Doo

[Asha]

It takes all sorts to make a Message board.
I like knowing everyone of us has a history.
Some we wish we could hide and forget forever, but without them we would never have anything to show by how much we've improved since we admited responsibility.
I know I came to these boards with the wrong idea. But quickly bucked them up.
Some of us survive being out of line and pick ourselves up, learning to be valued posters. Some of us relapse into being total idiots until they're banned.
The fact is, this is the internet. No one is required to admit they were wrong in any way. I think it's to be respected when someone decides to apologise off their own back, even if it is after they've been discovered before hand.
In the end, it's an internet, text game message board ect ect.
Should we care at all what anyone thinks of us, enough to apologise or flame?
:compcrash:

[HarmNone]

On the other side of every monitor there's a human being, typing on a keyboard to express him/herself. The internet is, to me, more than a humongous collection of computers talking to each other. It's a humongous collection of people talking to each other. I find it impossible to take the human element out of it. I can't think of it, as so many do, as less than real life. The human on the other side of that monitor is really alive, with real, live emotions and a real life going on around him/her.

[Asha]

I used to think that way too harmnone.
I've seen some really monstrous things posted here and have been advised by nearly everyone I've showed them to, to not think of them as human beings.
Instead, I've to not try and make anyone happy, sad, hopeful or encouraged. But rather treat them (posters) as a faceless nobodies.
It's the only way you can ensure, if you're an easily affected person like me, you're not going to be setting yourself up for defeat.
Or just not post alltogether.

[HarmNone]

I don't find that true, Drayal. To me, there are people out there with lives and emotions. How I treat them is up to me. How they treat me is up to them. I know who I am, and what I am. Nothing anyone else can say will change that. If I don't like something about myself, it's up to me to change it. The opinion of another person isn't going to do it. The efforts of another person to bring someone down to the level they, apparently, see themselves to occupy certainly isn't going to change anything.

It isn't that people aren't people, hon. It's that words are only words. :)

*I guess I should add that none of us can MAKE another person happy. Each person is reponsible for his/her own happiness. However, I don't see it as my mission in life to try to say things that will hurt others, either. *

[Edited on 8-8-2005 by HarmNone]

[Asha]

It isn't that people aren't people, hon. It's that words are only words.
------------------------------
I wish they didn't hit as hard as they did.
And that there weren't people on these boards or anywhere in the world who were smart enough to use them to that terrible effect.

[HarmNone]

Words cannot hurt you. Only your own interpretation of those words can hurt you. I find, if I notice a person who takes pleasure in causing pain for others, the best thing for me to do is not to take the words to heart, but to turn them back on the poster. Cruel words say far more about the poster than about the target, eh?

[Asha]

Heh, unless everyone agrees with them.

[Asha]

Anywhoo, not in anyway disputing your views.
They're totally perfect.

[HarmNone]

Originally posted by Drayal
Heh, unless everyone agrees with them.

Heh. Find me a concept with which EVERYONE agrees! There ain't no such animal! :D

[Asha]

If there was suddenly no air for one year, and then after that, the sun turned to stone. . more than one person would die.

:fu:

[HarmNone]

Okay, ya little varmint! The concept has to be somewhat realistic! :lol:

Thwapp!

[Asha]

:lol:
:moon2:

[HarmNone]

Yep. That's the hiney I thwapped! Pretty soon it's going to be glowing like an ember! :D

[Parker]

Kinky?

[Ilvane]

:moon2::blndwhip:

:lol:

[Edited on 8-8-2005 by Ilvane]

[lo9ki]

Hey Teeo, congrats on graduating and moving out. The honors colors look good on you. =)

I've met Teeo IRL and can confirm yes, those are real pics.

I probably won't come back to view responses cause I don't play Gs anymore and even when I did I kinda loathed PC. But for such an occasion I couldn't resist.

Congrats again. :D

[Miss X]

Well if you loathed it, don't post silly!

[Parkbandit]

:rolleyes:

[Skeeter]

Originally posted by lo9ki
Hey Teeo, congrats on graduating and moving out. The honors colors look good on you. =)

I've met Teeo IRL and can confirm yes, those are real pics.

I probably won't come back to view responses cause I don't play Gs anymore and even when I did I kinda loathed PC. But for such an occasion I couldn't resist.

Congrats again. :D

This type of shit post, totally cracks me up.

Teeoncy is a 38 year old man. Until she holds up a sign that says Skeeter loves Samiches, I'll believe nothing else.

[DeV]

Originally posted by Nieninque
The worst part of it all is that now we have another "reformed" fuckwit that is going to make banal threads and be Miss Message Board 2005 after slating everyone and everything for ages and then saying sorry.

Woopie fucking Doo Harsh, but true it seems.

Good luck this time around.

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by Skeeter

Originally posted by lo9ki
Hey Teeo, congrats on graduating and moving out. The honors colors look good on you. =)

I've met Teeo IRL and can confirm yes, those are real pics.

I probably won't come back to view responses cause I don't play Gs anymore and even when I did I kinda loathed PC. But for such an occasion I couldn't resist.

Congrats again. :D

This type of shit post, totally cracks me up.

Teeoncy is a 38 year old man. Until she holds up a sign that says Skeeter loves Samiches, I'll believe nothing else.



If Ezre is a liar, ehhh....well, I'm sure Chica can vouge for him. She knew we were meeting because their characters were dating at the time when Levi and I were hanging out for a few months.

[GSLady17]

Uhh yeah, caught the errors before people point them out. :spin:

I need to go back to bed in a few minutes.

[Miss X]

Yes, I can vouch for him indeed. I'm very glad that you have actually posted real pictures this time.

[Doyle Hargraves]

Originally posted by GSLady17

Originally posted by Doyle Hargraves
I think the best approach would be to not give a fuck about anything at all.

Works wonders for me.


That is part of the reason I got into this mess.

No, the reason you got into this mess is because you give too much of a fuck about things you shouldn't give a fuck about at all.

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by Miss X
Yes, I can vouch for him indeed. I'm very glad that you have actually posted real pictures this time.

Well, its not hard to find out they are real if you compare them to the pictures I posted (with signs) from when I was like 14-15.

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by Doyle Hargraves

Originally posted by GSLady17

Originally posted by Doyle Hargraves
I think the best approach would be to not give a fuck about anything at all.

Works wonders for me.


That is part of the reason I got into this mess.

No, the reason you got into this mess is because you give too much of a fuck about things you shouldn't give a fuck about at all.

You make my cat hide with those loud and colorful words!

[Miss X]

Originally posted by GSLady17

Originally posted by Miss X
Yes, I can vouch for him indeed. I'm very glad that you have actually posted real pictures this time.

Well, its not hard to find out they are real if you compare them to the pictures I posted (with signs) from when I was like 14-15.

I've never seen any picture of you with a sign.

[GSLady17]

There were posted on SR..I think.

yeah, terrible pictures of meI look even more young! I hate looking so young.

[Janarth]

Congrats on graduating.

You looked good in those pics too, don't let this place hurt your self esteem :p

[AnticorRifling]

Exscuse me did you say you graduated with honors?

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by AnticorRifling
Exscuse me did you say you graduated with honors?


Yes I did.

It's the cord around my neck. Why?

[Artha]

Probably because you're slightly above X in ability to write in English.

[GSLady17]

When I write out rough drafts, they are crazy. I can always go back and find the mistakes though.


Can you believe that I was in Excellerated English?

For a while, I wanted to be an English teacher.

I took every single English class I could get my hands on. MYths and Legends, newspaper, poetry, sports--and so on.

I recieved A's in all of them.

I look at myself to be a very strong writer. I have always been told that by my teachers. So I write my paper, pop it in to the computer and bam---grammar and spelling is fixed, I read over it and get the few mistakes the computer did not catch, and presto-A quality work.

[Tisket]

Originally posted by GSLady17


Can you believe that I was in Excellerated English?



accelerated....?

[SpunGirl]

I can believe that. Getting As in high-school level classes is more about the amount of discipline and diligence someone shows than how intelligent they are. It's not meant to be a backhanded compliment, some people would say diligence is more important than intelligence.

Hopefully you made less and less mistakes as time went on. Certainly, you should have learned how to spell a few things that you had originally been misspelling. The real work comes later on, when and if you have college professors (and not all of them are this way) who will take a 25-page paper and tear it to shreds even if the spelling and grammar are perfect. If you can't wrap you head around the concepts you're learning and then apply them in your own words (regurgitation is frowned upon), then you will not be graded well.

And that's the end of my short essay on intelligence versus diligence.

-K

[GSLady17]

Yeah, I had a teacher who would take a letter grade off of your paper for every spelling or grammar mistake.

[GSLady17]

By the way, any moron can pass highschool, if you don't you are simply lazy. To get honors you just have to spend more time working on things and making sure you have quality work.

[Artha]

Honors isn't even that different from the normal classes in my school. The college credit classes are a bit different because they use different text books, but even those are easy if you just pay attention.

[Skirmisher]

For me it would have depended on which AP courses I wanted. I took AP bio, history and spanish.

I think I would have had my head explode if i tried to take ap calc though. Math was never a strong subject of mine.

[GSLady17]

I took AP bio and AP calc and did ok, didn't have to struggle too hard.

When I took AP chemistry though, for some reason I had to work my ass off.

AP courses ain't shit. I got placed in them in my second year in highschool. I realized it wasn't for me because I didn't want to spend the extra time doing homework when I could have been smoking pot. The classes were easy though.

- Arkans

[Gridlock]

Originally posted by GSLady17
Yeah, I had a teacher who would take a letter grade off of your paper for every spelling or grammar mistake.

Id still be in highschool if my teachers woulda did that.

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by Gridlock

Originally posted by GSLady17
Yeah, I had a teacher who would take a letter grade off of your paper for every spelling or grammar mistake.

Id still be in highschool if my teachers woulda did that.


Yeah the first paper we had, everyone failed. He gave us the choice of writing another one though which had to be longer that we all took without getting mad.

But he was an excellent teacher, I have never had a better one. He gave us his home number and if we ever had any questions at all, even if it's just about where to put a coma, we could call him or email him.

He'd also come in before school or after to help us with papers as well. When I took my first english class at South Puget Sound, I realized that he had prepared me so well for it.

I still found myself going to his planning period for help once in a while though. (lucky for me, his planning period was first period and I didn't start college classes until 10:30.

He'd do exactly what he did with me my freshman year. He would circle or mark a paragraph that had something wrong in it, and then hand me "The little brown book," (Everyone ever use it? Colleges use it a lot) and tell me to find what was wrong.

[Krayton]

I don't know you on a personal level, but I remember you sitting in TSC before I left 2 years ago. You never bothered me and it looked like you always had people to talk to (IG at least).

You seem like a pretty intelligent person (the honors cords show it). I know you've probably heard it before, but don't let other people bring you down. Do what you wanna do. No need to apologize

My girlfriend always makes fun of me for playing GS, but I met a lot of great people in the years I've been playing. If you see me IG, say 'Hi.'

[GSLady17]

Originally posted by Krayton
I don't know you on a personal level, but I remember you sitting in TSC before I left 2 years ago. You never bothered me and it looked like you always had people to talk to (IG at least).

You seem like a pretty intelligent person (the honors cords show it). I know you've probably heard it before, but don't let other people bring you down. Do what you wanna do. No need to apologize

My girlfriend always makes fun of me for playing GS, but I met a lot of great people in the years I've been playing. If you see me IG, say 'Hi.'

I will, thank you. If you see me, I am usually at a table with others, feel free to stop by and talk. We can throw some spells on you, pick, or heal if any of those services are needed.

I'm lucky that my boyfriend plays! (although not often)

[AnticorRifling]

Originally posted by GSLady17
quote]


Yeah the first paper we had, everyone failed. He gave us the choice of writing another one though which had to be longer that we all took without getting mad.

But he was an excellent teacher, I have never had a better one. He gave us his home number and if we ever had any questions at all, even if it's just about where to put a coma, we could call him or email him.

He'd also come in before school or after to help us with papers as well. When I took my first english class at South Puget Sound, I realized that he had prepared me so well for it.

I still found myself going to his planning period for help once in a while though. (lucky for me, his planning period was first period and I didn't start college classes until 10:30.

He'd do exactly what he did with me my freshman year. He would circle or mark a paragraph that had something wrong in it, and then hand me "The little brown book," (Everyone ever use it? Colleges use it a lot) and tell me to find what was wrong.

Based on this post alone I'd fail you in an 8th grade general English class. Let's not even talk about exceslsorated English.

[AnticorRifling]

On second thought maybe you should email your posts to your favorite english teacher (his prep period is first period so we should see any posts from you until at least 10:30) then you can use the little brown book (WTF) and correct them. Then posts, and still get laughed at.

[CrystalTears]

Please don't get her teachers involved again. She's already gone to them about how mean internet people are to her because she's so misunderstood.

[AnticorRifling]

Seriously read her posts and tell me that she aced exponentiallated englishification classes. You can't.

[CrystalTears]

The unfortunate part of this is that it doesn't surprise me at this point. Since kids are able to use their computers for their homework, they can spellcheck everything and it works out to their advantage. It's a shame that someone go through high school with that kind of spelling. Then again children graduate daily who can't even read, so anything's possible.

[GSLady17]

The Little, Brown book of anecdotes
by Clifton Fadiman

Type: English : Book : Non-fiction
Publisher: Boston : Little, Brown, ©1985.
ISBN: 0316273015
Subjects: Biography -- Anecdotes. | Biography -- Dictionaries. | Anecdotes.

[Ylena]

Strunk and White, The Elements of Style. Live it, love it.

[Bobmuhthol]

<<AP courses ain't shit.>>

I disagree. I don't think you're the bomb diggity because you take an AP class, but I think it's a good place to build a foundation for life. I'd be more subject to hiring someone with all AP classes over someone with all CP classes. It doesn't make you any better to take the classes, but it does make you look better. I don't think it's an accomplishment at all when someone in my school tries to put down someone he doesn't even know by saying, "You're talking to a straight A student," because the person made a few typos. I looked at his schedule, he has 3 Honors classes and 3 CP classes. If he was so smart, he would have been in Honors classes in the first place.

[AnticorRifling]

At the high school level a diploma is a diploma as far as the education field on an application/resume. Most employers will care that: A) You got the diploma and B) Attendance record. And B isn't always something they look at, some companies will just to see if you're going to show up to work.

Ehh.. As far as hiring I am a lot less likely to even give a flying fucking about Highschool than I am to look at college or past work experience.

- Arkans

[Bobmuhthol]

<<At the high school level a diploma is a diploma as far as the education field on an application/resume.>>

Right, I probably should have related it to colleges instead. Without good classes, you're not getting into a really good college. Any decent college is going to consider GPA as a very important factor in enrollment. Better class, better GPA, better college.

[AnticorRifling]

On that I will agree with you.

[Caramia]

I think the better question to be asking yourself right now is why you felt you have to come back to these forums to concoct a story and maybe that'll give you some insight. I mean the real reason, the one hidden deep down inside, not the one easy to toss up here on the boards as plausible. Until I continue to see change without reversion, I'll reserve my opinion.