Insomina. Again.

[4a6c1]

So hyper.

:spaz:

[Kuyuk]

Masturbate.


K.

[Nieninque]

insomnia

[Asha]

I can help if you're bored doing it on your own.
You'll be asleep in seconds due to my total lack of talent and patience.

[4a6c1]

^haha.

:coffee:

[Asha]

Excersise about 2 hours before bed. Read a book. meditate and take the Nitrazepam I've sent which you should be recieving right around...

[4a6c1]

Yup. Ran for nearly an hour last night from 3 to 4 until my legs started to buckle and I didnt want to lose teeth on the treadmill with a fall so I went back to my room and read Shakespeare (which bores me to death) until exhaustion took over. It must have been the Shakespeare. I was dead by 5.

Haha. Also, if by some scarey oddness you have my address I'm going into the witness protection program. After I get the Nitrazepam. :P

[4a6c1]

When I give a shit about someone they are usually the last to know. And if by some unfortunate circumstance they see that I care and verbalize it they might start to notice me coming around less and less. The intelligent people who have stayed in my life for long periods of time notice this, bless them. And in my life they are very few, these people. Because sooner or later humans need to know what their worth is. And I cant define that. And I dont like trying.

I trust the animal inside me because it dosnt feel. But tonight I realized animals have no control over what happens to them. Because animals cant speak.

Afterthought....I hate when my cat looks at me with those eyes. But I know what she needs.

And again tonight. Did the girl know what I needed when she looked into my eyes?

'Goodbye' she said. And now everythings relative.



*edited drivel. your welcome.

[Edited on 8-13-2005 by JihnasSpirit]